Ellen~~~

to:meishan...only

2008-07-27T19:17:00.003+08:00

mid 2008 holiday

2008-07-25T18:59:00.005+08:00

erm..i didnt actually do much during holiday...
i had tennis training..every morning from monday to friday...n it was good...hehehe
n i didnt really go out with friends..all my old friends are spread all over different cities...
n some of them were not having holiday..n so cant meet them...
so i spent most of my time with my dad..especially during the last few days before coming back to sydney...
i went to our construction sites with him...i believe he treated me as a son..kcckkckck...
but im happy with tht...lol...

i think this is the reason why i almost cried when i said bye to him n when the plane took off(he didnt send me to airport...TT)...

during the holiday we also had a youngsters family trip...we drove out of the city at 4am...erm..we went to tikalong waterfall n long beach...it was very very hot..don really like the weather n a lot of different insects...sigh..cant stand it...

n yea..i celebrated my birthday too...i received quite alot of bdae wishes...n im super happy n i really appreciate tht...happier than getting bdae present...LOL..but i still want the present thou...lol

*most of the pics can be found from facebook photo album of mid year holiday*
"Click me"

birthday 2008

2008-07-25T18:42:00.004+08:00

(parents-me-sis)...

i always have a very small n simple wish for birthday...n it was fulfilled...n so
this has been the best birthday ever...

*didnt set the time for the cam..so came out to be 2005..LOL*

heading home soon

2008-06-29T13:44:00.007+08:00

finally it's almost time for me to head back home too...

i don feel tht great anymore...

it's just like normal holiday previously but now the difference is..it's far...

im scared of getting on a flight...ermm i bought myself motion sickness pills...LOL..

hope it'll help...

the other day i bought some new clothes n boots...for this stage..i think i spent quite alot..hahahaha...sure yea..for someone who doesnt usually shop...

LOL..but i enjoy it..hahahaha....

this few days im feeling so miserable...house so quite without meishan n lucy..

those 2idiots r having gud food n gud sales back in singapore...wth...

i really dunno wad to do...

when i went back to tht place...

it just brought me back all the sweet memories...

i was out of control of wad im thinking...

but i noe i miss u...

i really do...

this's prob my last post b4 i go back to Indonesia...

cya in a month time...

ermmm

2008-06-25T12:48:00.006+08:00

It's kind of surprising that
I actually miss you
I just hope this won't last long
will it?

*Send meishan to the airport today...I'LL GO BACK SOON TOO!!!!!*

it's been long...

2008-06-19T10:25:00.033+08:00

haiz...it's been ages since i updated...
here i'm back again to update some stuff...lol

basically after charles' bdae...we did quite a lot of stuf...crazy stuff...LOL...

the other day...long long time ago...i went for this indonesian association BBQ thing from my school...it was at coogee beach...lucy went..pattra too...

nothing much actually...just meeting up with some new friends n now i don even remember i was introduced too...hoho...call me anti-social...hehehe

then on anzac day...we had this small little party called 'sparkle-sparkle day' by odi (our unit-mate)...we played at the balcony...

so much fun for just a sparkle-sparkle...

it was cold though..but obviously not as cold as now...

then we had unilodge welcoming party...with free pizzas n drinks...

erm..we made new friends..just coz of jenga..the block game thingy..

it didnt just end there..in fact we had small drinking party up in our units..pattra,lester,n 1of lester friend came over too...

(i took this pic.. TT)

they managed to get me drink...it taste awful...hahaha

n some of them..puked...lucy was drunk too..

she just cant remember anything on the next day...

the next day..everyone's just back to their normal life...n me,meishan,lucy,odi went out for sushi at market place...n in the evening we went some market-ing for the house..we bought alottttt

(just cant help to miss easy way...)

then finally after almost 2years of secondary graduation..i've got to meet SHELLY...omg..tht's quite surprising..haha..me n faustine went to look for her...it's gud to c her again...i kept poking her to make sure she's real...lol...n we had sushi again..lol...

i guess it was during the mid session ..so most of us were kind of stressed out for our mid exam...but well..everyone did ok..n we survived...lol...

but i did quite badly for phy though..i got 43/100..it was tough...everyone agreed with me..but they all got 60+..wth...hate phy!!!!!!

then 1fine saturday we went to view a big house...there were charles,nigel,me,lucy,meishan,odi...after that we just kept walking n walking till we got lost n decided to take bus home...lol...

then went for sushi again at market city...

erm...we ate a lottttt...like seriously alot..hahaha...me+meishan+charles=23plates...and nigel+lucy+odi=28 plates...amazing....

(ME+MEISHAN+CHARLES hahahaha)

but something bad happened..lucy left her wallet in the toilet before sushi n she just realised it after sushi...n it was gone obviously..
then we just went to police station n reported it...

she was ok..so we went to darling harbour for a sit..n we took photos...another camwhore session...amazingly charles n nigel joined us too..hahahaa....

n the next day..someone from sutherland called lucy telling her that she found her wallet..
she was so happy n then meishan n me accompanied her to get her wallet back...

n yea when we reached there..we went to this small convenient store..n the cashier actually asked if im from thailand..wad's wrong with these ppl??
1st this wierd guy at Mc-D asked if im from afghanistan..then now thailand...arghhhhh
im INDONESIAN!!!!!!!!

then lucy got her wallet then we headed home...

apart from those big events..i guess...it's just our normal daily life...

unfortunately..it's exam month...so everyone is busy preparing for exam...

i can say my exam timetable is the best compared to the rest...i have math on 13th june, chem on 18, phy on 26...big gap but i get to leave sydney the last thou...hixhixhix...while im having my paper..ppl are back in singapore n 1 still on the plane...haizzzz

exam prep is obviously boring..cant do much...stay home n read books..

n we did stupid things..like cam-whoring...hehehehe here you go...

too many to be displayed..we took like 100+ in less than half an hour..hehehe..we're gud..

after chem paper on 18...i went to star city with my friend...it was fun...we went dinner ( i accompanied him eat only)...then we walked a long way to star city...

ermm i shld say he got guts to play...he plays all the time...haha...

he taught me some skill...i was learning n still learning thou...it was pontoon...

i even went n signed up for the membership..hehehe im now an official member of Star City..hiakhiakhiakkk

then he played..he won then lost again..till the money finished then we left...

then he decided to go watch movie..so we went got "The Happening"..

a no-starting-no-ending kind of movie..it was quite thrilling...not bad...then we headed home...

edith came to sydney n met us on tht day too...after chem paper we went to school to meet her...then went for lunch tgt

...hmph...the next day...the day started to get dull..i couldnt concentrate on my studies anymore...i was screwed up..n the next 3days..i finally got someone to share the sorrows with me..it's twang meishan...hahaha...this's a secret between the 2of us..hehehe...

n then...things turned better n we're happy for it...

i guess...'Missing' is a just a dreadful disease...^^

well...now everyone has finished their papers...only me n some of my friends left...

lucy ended her paper last week n going back singapore tomorrow...n meishan last monday...and going back TODAY!!!!!

and guess wad im doing here??? studying for phy...wth???

im sick of studying..i want to go back too...arghhhh...

i want to shop...sales sales sales..!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone actually encouraged me to go star city if im stressed...idiot!!!

TOMORROW IS MY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!!! BUAHAHAHAHA

Screwed!!

2008-04-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

Too many things to do...
Too many things to think about...
How i wish i don't need to do anything and thing about everything...
Life would be so much better...
I'm screwed...
I know life is tough and so life is so interesting...
but it's too interesting that too many things should be dealed with...
I hate this...I don't want this...
I should be doing what I'm supposed too...In fact I am...
But I kind of spend too much time of thinking about rubbish...
Maybe I just care too much and so I have to care less...

Nahhh that's fine...

Currently:
#suffering from flu and cough
#thinking about mid-year holiday
#busy with school's stuff...includes everything...

Sydney's getting colder...I miss home somehow...where i can get warmth and everything..LOL

Charles's B'dae

2008-04-07T21:07:00.017+08:00

Last friday was Charles's 22nd bdae...n we went town for a dinner...
we 1st dropped down at circular quay n started walking around and bought ice cream and sat down just few hundreds metre from harbour bridge listening to basker singing...(we asked them secretly to sing charles a bdae song)...it's sweet, wasnt it??LOL

(waiting for pattra..was taken by nigel)

Erm...we headed to Pancake on The Rocks...Jon finally joined us...he queued for us 1st..lol
we had quite a lot of fud..1pizzas, chicken wrap thing, wedges, 2pancakes, pork ribs, nachos, n birthday cake...was very full

Birthday Boy....^^

(guy's side)

(girl's side)

(on the bridge to darling harbour..taken by lucy)

(oso in the middle of the bridge)

stupidly, we forced everyone to play "chukulupo tantanpo"(a game by our housemate..LOL)..n we came out with funny2 movement, like these...

(meishan tried to act out my favourited movement..LOL)

(this was not part of the game...)

(nigel would love this pic)

And finally we ended up at some lounge at darling harbour for champagne before heading home.

That was my 1st time to drinking champagne..LOL..i drank 3/4 of the amount poured just for charles..lol..it's his bdae...

and thennnn...we split then took taxi home... me n meishan were dying inside..coz it was already very late..(1+ am) n lucy was totally dead...(as usual)...LOL...

*HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO CHARLES*

Stressed

2008-04-03T06:19:00.002+08:00

Physics Quiz due tomorrow...

Physics Lab Manual preliminary exercises due before lab tomorrow...

Calculus Test next coming tuesday...

Algebra Test next following week...

Maple (math-computing-based test) on another following week...

more tests coming up like phys quiz every odd weeks...

SIGH!!!

End of easter holiday...

2008-03-30T19:04:00.009+08:00

1week of easter holiday has gone...week 3 is starting...

sigh...wanted to study during the break..but i didnt, instead...

kept going out again n again...LOL...

lastly...i went out with new group of ppl...levina's new friends...

erm..they r all indonesian but none of them is from my place...

tht's sad...

ok so...we planned to go Hurricane for the best ribs in town..but too bad the place was fully booked..so tht'd b our choice in 2weeks time..

so we changed to Hog's breath...which is quite famous for the steak n ribs too..

before tht..me, lucy, levina, clarrisa went to Bondi Beach...it was beautiful...the sand n water was cold...

Right at the opposite of this beach there's a length of shops n restaurants...the one tried is (i cant remember the resto's name)...we got Mars Bar... it's just a normal mars chocolate bar..but it was fried...n was snowed with white fine sugar...it was yummy...taste like pisang goreng (Indonesian delicacy..n we got its french fries...we took away n ate it while sitting on the ground near the beach...

there're lots of birds (i dunno wad r they) but really lots n lots of them...

1part of the field was filled with the black birds n another part with white birds..

seems like a discrimination...lol...

i can say they r greedy birds..lol...lucy kept throwing fud n they flew to us ..forming a circle n sits around us...so we were surrounded by the birds..really scary...

there's even a bird flying low n kept still waiting for the fud..so cute.....^^

after finishing the fud..then we went down to the beach n play play with the sand..lol..

(just before my butt was splashed by the wave...cold!!!...)

(burrying our legs under the sand to keep us warm..n when we got out from it..it was freaking cold...)

(levina&clarrisa)

n for the rest of the day...we had dinner at hog's breath..it was gud..

n we walked back to mars bar place coz some of them wanted to try...n it was around 9 n it was soooo cold...

*spent too much for meals on tht day...lol*

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2008-03-25T07:54:00.001+08:00

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easter holiday...

2008-03-23T11:01:00.006+08:00

erm..finally it's easter holiday...(happy easter day ^^)...
this could b the best time to rest from all the restless days in 1st 2weeks..
it's driving me crazy...

on friday..it was the coldest day since i was here...
me n meishan went out for lunch at market city then we met up with charles, pattra, nigel n 2friends from commerce in foundy (cant really remember the names)...
we went for a movie (Vintage Point)...it was interesting n funny...lol...
it's funny as in it's both a movie n advertisement..lol (inside joke!!)...
go experience it urself man...

after movie, it was still cold and we had supper at japanese noodle bar...
it was a cold nite...(was drizzling outside...)

(charles-nigel-meishan)

(pattra-me)

and tht's it for friday...

on saturday, 3of us (me,meishan,lucy) decided to explore syd...lol...

we took random bus n ended up at central... we took a walk, bought bubble tea, then went for lunch at japanese sushi restaurant...

while waiting for lucy...we camwhored...^^

(after getting ready)

and now with shades...

(stupid faces)

after sushi then we took short walk to Darling Harbour...

(sae rom-me-lucy-meishan)

this pic was taken by albert (the very 1st guy lucy invited to go out..lol)

(me n meishan...)

were going home...

i shld get started with catching up school's work...haizzzz

tough moment

2008-03-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

sometimes i hope that the earth would stop rotating...
so time would stop and so I'd have a break...
life feels so tiring and yet
i wouldnt have any choices on it...
and life keeps moving on...
and i get more materials to learn in uni...
1st few weeks which i believe to be the adaptation week is..

tough, i shld say...

but i really hope this wont take long...
at least i'm used to the distance tht i need to walk from home to lecture hall/tutorial rooms...

apart from that, nothing much.
I'm waiting for my dad's friend to get back to syd coz i asked my momn my sis to buy me lots of things + books tht i left at home (i realised i need them)...
things r expensive here...LOL...

and erm..i shld be focusing on wad im doing now...
need to pay more attention to xxxxPHYxxxx and math...
instead of unnecessary things (censored)...sigh

at last..i really need sleep and sleep and another sleep and more sleep...

finally...

2008-03-09T13:23:00.016+08:00

there's many things to be posted and annnounced but i'll just cut them short to words n pics...^^

my mom came with me to australia n she left few days ago...must find another chance so my parents will come again...

hm...after 1year plus which is rite after Olevel graduation in 2006...i finally get to c faustine..yay...lol..she doesnt change much though...

and erm...im finally staying in unilodge with meishan n lucy..first few days were tough..so cups,plates,spoon n etc...lol...n most importantly im officially meishan's housemate..lol

we realised tht unilodge is not tht cheap to be our choice..lol..but too late to change...

will move out next year..hohoho...

but not too bad..it has lounge with big plasma tv, dvd player, pool table, vending machine, oven n some books...

wierd thing is..sometimes(or mayb most of the time) i have hard times to change channels or set the volume...

we have also tried eating pizza rite at the outside of the lounge...it was cold...but it felt gud...lol...mayb coz we're hungry...

and ya..our school is huge..i cant explain it in words..shld have self experience walking from main gate rite to the other end of uni..took me around 30mins with slow walk..sigh...but i kinda like school's mall especially at nite...

erm...everything's expensive here...$4 for A PEN..can u believe tht..im sure i can find the cheaper one...basically..i need some import from indonesia..or else..i cant survive here...lol..

transport is also a main issue...but it wont stop us from travelling..hohoho...especially hunting for cheaper groceries...

but waiting for bus is also a big problem..sometimes..it takes ages to come..n it's summer now (or end of summer to be precise..or maybe autumn...anw..it's HOT)...btw sydney's weather is soo unpredictable...hate it..

finally tmr is the 1st day of my uni...soooo nervous...will get to meet new ppl...again...lol

here's my 1st week timetable..it will get worse when days come...hahahaha..be prepared...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

WELCOME TO SYDNEY!!!

2008-02-26T13:53:00.004+08:00

hm..after 5hrs of torturing flight frm bali, i finally arrived here in sydney...

i went thru quite a number of tiring stuffs...

1. 1hr flight to jakarta
2. 3hrs at jakarta airport
3. 1.5hrs flight to bali
4. 4hrs at bali airport
5. threw out just before the airplane took off
6. threw out few times on the flight in 5hrs to sydney (ewwww)
7. waited for 1hr+ to get baggage
8. queued up for 2hrs for luggage decleration
9. reached home n met 2scary dogs (1huge n 1small)

basically those r the only sad cases on my journey, apart from that..i like sydney...
went to a scenery place called Laperouse...(will post some pics of it soon)..
went to darling harbour...(nice dating palce..LOL)..then went to china town too...
hm..

abt food..the 1st meal i had was dim sum...not bad...normal!!...then went for chinese food for dinner..erm..we had lobster n pigeon..(lol new to me)...
then we also tried vietnamese food...i had laksa (not bad..it's just in a big portion)...then went to the same place again for dinner n had egg noodle..(big portion too)...

the 2nd nite..i hardly fell asleep..dunno why..shld be jetlag..well anw...
this morning i went to unsw n met up with levina..unfortunately..i met steve...n robin+fam...
i went to do my student card after i had lunch at "Ayam Jakarta"...it tasted ok..but expensive..lol...

UNSW is HUGE!!!! walking from main gate to library is just like mountain climbing...super tiring...

then i went to c my accomodation..at unilodge..went to pay some stuff then will check in once meishan n lucy arrive in syd on the 29th...

*wanted to upload some pics..but cannot..dunno why*
*can go to my FS profile to view*

happenings

2008-02-18T11:42:00.003+08:00

gd luck for A lvl...n all the best ya...^^

anw, i've changed my departure date to 23rd of feb...it's less than 1week by now...

excited yet nervous...going to face another new life in a new country...lol...

can't wait to see my new housemate...*hint hint* meishan&lucy

arghhhh!!!!!

2008-02-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

so much trouble I have gone thru, just for unsw...it's way to much!!!

Let's celebrate !!!

2008-01-31T11:07:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA...Happy birthday everyone...but sorry, im posting all the ugly pics of all of u...hahahahaha....luvluv~~

no more perfect..hixhix

2008-01-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

1st of all...this 2008 is totally a different year for me...
have been doing new stuffs.

1. im totally allowed to drive the car out myself...muahahaha
2. go to gym (intensively..lol)
3. get involved in doing australian student visa...sighh
4. been to a car accident (i was in the car...it's car vs motorbike...wasnt too bad)
5. my head was hit by the sharp edge of car's door (stood too near..muahhahaa + rushing)
6. finally get someone to tok to in the gym
7. went to dentist (n this is a huge history in my life...no more perfect teeth...)
8. stop drinking cold water n eating crispy chicken bone (just feel scared)

going to dentist is included in my list of the scariest thing in my life!!!!!....sighhhhhhhhh

FINALLY

2008-01-15T11:32:00.000+08:00

OMG...finally after all the messes i went thru...(some more after all i mentioned below...lol)
*i better not tok abt it n just forget it!!!*...
I GOT MY OFFER LETTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *yayyayyay*
eventhough it wasnt sent to me (sighh!! unsw totally hates me..)...they sent it to IDP...
fine...at least i can proceed my visa...muahahahhahahaha....

happy shalalala...so nice to be happy...shalalala...LOL

tht's not all i need to do...
need to pay money again...accept the offer n blablabla...sigh...
how i wish i don need to do all these....

another mess

2008-01-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

i tot after i sent all documents needed for my visa (ehhemm except for my offer ehhhmm letter)...everything's done...

BUT unfortunately...the there's another problem with my dad's account.
the required one is account needs to have the amount of school fee+living cost+accomodation which is around 300.000.000 (indon money) in the last 3months...

the Oct&Nov r okay...but the dec is not enough..muahahahhaha...a joke man!!!!
then my dad need to ask the bank to print out another slip with the required amount...
once i got everything, i tot tht i want to confirm with idp if i can use the new slip...while i need to hurry n mail them before 2 pm or else i need to wait for another day..
i fax them the thing and called..BUT they're out for lunch and after another called they're unavailable...
after another half an hour, i called again and they said with "shy" tone :" hm...tht's more than enough"....
then i quickly sent them (tho it's passed 2pm)...n the post office told me that the document will only be received on friday...coz thurs is public hol...

ARGHHHHHHHHHH i cant stand it anymore...doing visa is soooo troublesome...

the process wont start unless i get my OFFER LETTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my stupid-idiot-ellen's forgetful virus affected-
twang-mei-shan

got into LAW which means most prob i wont be going to the same classes as her...this is sad...but im happy for her coz she gets to study wad she wants...LOL

2008

2008-01-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

2008 is definitely not a gud year for me...even in the beginning...
here's my problem :
since i gave the wrong email for my school intranet.. till now i still havent got my letter of offer!!! SIGH!!!
i emailed to unsw foundation office, but since it's end of year (xmas+new year), i need to wait till 2nd of jan then they will reply.

i did ask san san, n she asked mr song, n mr song email 1person (regina) in unsw, n she asked me to contact her directly. AND i did, and she told me someone will contact me. AND someone really contacted me and asked for my student ID. BUT it's not the correct one. somemore i gave her trice!!!!!

AND today...im really annoyed. I called Mr Song in Singapore and told him everything and asked if it's better to call regina in australia.
AND I DID!!!(i wander how much my phone bill will cost this month)

AND I CALLED...n she started looking for her sent item n blablabla...n told her abt the student ID problem again..AND actually our ID n syd side r different, tht's y they cant match mine...
SIGH!!she told me not to worry coz i've got the offer...and asked me to contact another email...
AND I DID...from then i think..it will take longer to proceed...coz it's an ADMINISTRATION EMAIL!!!!thousands of email in there..n i need to WAIT!!!!!!!!!

i cant proceed my visa without offer letter n eCOE....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

there's another pickpocketing just next to my house n just before i arrived home...
it's been so common in my hometown...scary!!!! they bring long knife somemore...
pathetic...

is this a gud beginning of the year??

delayed post...hehehe

2007-12-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

It's kinda late but still...

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE !!!

hehehehe...

nothing special either on x'mas eve or x'mas day...LOL...

few days before x'mas...i went for a confession...for my sins...huahauhau...finally rite??..after continuosly being asked by some ppl from ufy..muahahaha

and then went to church on the x'mas eve...

hm..met some friends (long lost friend...) but didnt tok much

met them at the side entrance of the church near the place to get the holy water...

i sat there coz i was late...n the church was really full...hehehe

before x'mas i went for a haircut...but i guess it's really bad... sighhh

here..take a look at the pic...

muahahahaha....(laugh like this!!!)

then since i have lots of free time..then i start drawing again...

when i looked at my magic cube...then i remember a small design for a building ..and i drew this out hihihi !!!

(not totally my idea..LOL)

and when i have nothing to do...i'll do this...

and my stupid bro also did coz i asked him so...huahauhua

i think this post is abit idiotic...i totally agreed...

IM DEAD !!!

2007-12-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

i gave the wrong details to unsw intranet
so till now, i havent got my letter of offer yet...SIGH!!!
i'm 70% blur abt student visa application,
not sure wad to prepare, wad to pay, how much to pay, who to ask, how to apply..
mayb i shld go either back to singapore or jakarta to apply visa...
arghhhhhhhhhh...screwed!!

i've confessed my sins for this year cozzzzz
CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON HO HO HO !!!

*will b looking for the full version of "perfect christmas" from imeem*

RESULTS!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

it's really---jkabhoagf ajfhaufh cfgaw akfhaohf a alfhbaklsuhcg iaw afhaiushgdladiufv afgaldfgalif alidfglaiyfgal aliflaigfali ~~~~ &^$^* # ((@&#^# #^^&#!!??,,.<>

ok la, not so bad!!

~~SIGH!!~~

我可以

2007-12-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易

bored

2007-12-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

holiday just started but im already getting bored...
have no idea wad to do...
but i did new things again..LOL...i drove my car up to multi storey carpark and
parallel parking..huahauhauha....i did it..
i guess im to free now...sleep late wake up late like around 12am...LOL...
another thing is while waiting my air con to be cold..i'll help check some receipt brought back from office by my sis n bro...not my work in fact...just helping...LOL...
now i only spend my days staying at home...
it's been very dangerous to go out...on the day i arrived home...there's a pickpocket few houses next to mine 2hrs before i reached home...
pontianak is a bit hopeless to tell the truth...hahahahhaa....
even the traffic is soooo messy.....more hopeless...
time to leave pontianak....hahahahhahaa....

im home...

2007-12-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

home seriously feels much much better...LOL
and i guess singapore has cursed me...hehehe...
the day b4 i went to singapore, i fell sick, was quite bad...
then on the day before i left..again..i fell sick...almost the same thing..
sighhhhh...and some more..internet is damn slowwww...
muahahahaha...

anw, my luggage were really a lot...total 72.7kg...
it exceeded 32.7 kg coz i was with my mom... then need to pay..
once i reached batam .. oso need to pay..again...omg!!!
but i managed to bring everything home...
hahahhaha
proud of it..

mixture of everything

2007-12-03T16:36:00.000+08:00

LOL...holiday started few weeks ago and im still not home yet...OMG...
i had my graduation day,nite safari,and i had my first week holiday without doing anything, then johor trip then my mom came to singapore (n still here)...n some family hang-outs which i think not so interesting...
LOL...so to know abt everything just click on my friends' blogs like meishan's, steph's,aaron's to see all the pics..im just to lazy to post them...hehehe

the special one shld be johor trip...it's my 1st and shld be the very last trip of mine...LOL...
it was really fun...ive got to do "new" things...like going to pasar malam till late at nite...and hm...go karaoke...n spent Rm120 for DVDs...

it was true tht it's the end of year n time to say "bye-bye" to some ppl except for meishan...hauhauhaua...
too bad...im going to see her again...hahahaha...and mayb some more ppl going to syd too...
i can say tht too many things happened in this short period of time...

and still...i have no internet here in singapore...n going back indonesia day after tmr...cant wait for it...i want to be home...hahahahha...ermmm not really...time to outcast myself n settle down...hahaha

kk, tht's all...happy holiday...^^

I WANT UNILODGE!!!...I PAID THE RESERVATION FEE SO I DESERVE TO GET IT...!!!...

last day of foundation exam

2007-11-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

EXAM!!...it’s OVER…
Last paper we had was chemistry and it was an OK paper. I guess I wont fail and just hope tht will pass with a satisfying grade…Overall the exam was OK, n I hope everyone will get good result which worth all the efforts put in, haiz…cant imagine that we all have passed this whole torturing months, mayb im now a potential book worm!!! (no pls!!!)

After paper we went to Night Safari (was my 1st time being there…heheh)… it was fun and adventurous…OH..before tht, we (me,meishan,steph,lucy,levina,aaron,aaron’s bro) went for Beef Noodle at Bugis for dinner. It was OMG!!!...scrumptious meal!!!Awesome… but then the portion was huge. Was damn full after tht… then we took cab to Night Safari. It was dark, of coz… we started with a small walk at a small pathway to look at some animals. Then we watched some animals attraction, I saw some huge black thingy (I dunno wad it’s called), then huge python, some cute-cute small rabbit-like..and surprisingly they noe abt recycling (differentiating different waste)…haha…[in addition, it was SO HOT!!]… and then—we took a tram ride to look at more animals… one word to describe everything is just-WOW!!!...

THEN it was also my FIRST time in my life to TOUCH snake!!!!...i tot its skin is like very slippery but it was dry and not so scary, im afraid of the head only..hahahha… and I took a pic of it!!!..and with an owl too…unfortunately they took away the huge cat, was too late to make up my mind to take pic..LOL…guess tht there’ll be another chance…hehehe…
In the end we split and took separate taxi home, meishan,me,lucy,levina went to eat prata, but only lucy ate..hohoho…then just befre she started her 2nd round, I took cab home, coz it was already too late..

I had fun!! *big smile*

math and computing paper

2007-11-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

OMG...pls slap me n wake me up!!! i feel as if exam is over, ah well, it's gonna over SOON!!
hm...wad shld i say abt math paper??-->
"i think i noe everything BECOZ i dunno wad i dunno"...wad a confession...
ya tht's true, tht's wad happened, i thought i know everything when i flipped thru the formula booklet, n when it comes to binomial question...*skippable question..uhukhuhuk*...my mind went blank...well, simple expansion shld be ok (but not for today..hahaha)...
i was really nervous before the exam, dunno why but i guess everyone was exceptionally nervous tht day...
exam went on smoothly BUT...halfway doing it, i was entertained by some orchestra...(some of u shld noe wad im toking abt)...sigh...incredible!!!
and my brain went curled after doing this 3hrs paper, felt so relieved after then...

this afternoon we had computing theory...quite dramatic but..
i studied 2 out of 7 chapters yest then gave up n went to sleep...the text is sooo dense...
n tht stupid wonder woman twang meishan studied till morning...hahhaha...n somemore tht tutut aaron oso came so preparedly...made me so stressed...
i really rushed thru another 5chapters till 1 n i decided to stop...
but surprisingly the paper was not as bad as i tot...i can pass, but not sure if can get really gud mark..hahaha...pass is gud enuff...computing is just not my field...sighhhh...
#subject to be avoided next year=computing#

i realised there's a huge n gigantic misunderstanding upon choi shi won...too bad!!!

so, we're only left with chem paper now...a bit more relax compared to few days back...
work hard a bit more n gonna enjoy a super long holiday!!!!yuhuuuuu
let's go KL~~~

sem2 exam day1&2

2007-11-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

here u go!! final exam...
first paper was phy, n again i got funny dream the nite before...
it was like this..
i received a letter from IDP which is not the same as meishan's one (meishan's letter is for real)...then i realised tht i was rejected for my industrial chem application in UNSW...
it's bcoz my phy sucks...then i flipped the letter (was quite thick)...then everything is phy sample paper...like practise question...
and the 1st page...there's a graph which looks exactly the same as my phy final exam paper no1...omg!!!...shld have flipped more...hahahaha

(doing illegal stuff!!)

shop-shop in the middle of exam week sounds a bit wrong..but..i need to destress...
especially after english {writing was ok, reading so-so, listening->ojabvkjbfajbflahjbflahblajfbl}...and computing...yesterday
OMG..saying abt computing...i was shaking throughout the paper...
first i wrongly created the relationship..n couldnt redo..so i deleted the file (till 3x)..OMG...ppl even started printing..almost cried tht time..i spent like 10 mins thinking of how to do...when i saw the paper, at once i cant recognise anything..blank!!...
then i decided to skip and finally i got the answer while doing the input data...so got back to the relationship question...thnx God...sighhhh
THEN..we went SHOPPING....yeah..meishan n steph r such a bad influence..hahahaa
hm..bought 2tops...first time shopping on my own with such amount...amazing...
i'll make sure i'll wear it..LOL

*ganbatte-gu-da-sai for math on monday!!*

OMG!!!

2007-11-08T10:58:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!...SHI WON!!!...muaachhhhhh!!!!...^^hihihi...isnt he cute???...and here another one..

arghhhhhhhh...KI BUM!!!!!!!....he's also another cute one...hahahahhaha

anw, they're from this super-huge-korean-singers-group, Super Junior...my x-housemate was crazyyyyy abt them (it was last year)...then suddenly someone mentioned this super junior last nite...then it reminded me abt them..and i started looking for their songs and Full-House video from youtube...SUPER FUNNY!!!!...~~~~~~~

they're mine now...hahaha...start collecting cute guys...wuhuuu~~~.....(exam destress!!!)

here a video i took from u-tube...my 1st favourite song by them...awwwww...omg...look at the 2of them....*shy*...

my idiotic entry

2007-10-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

pls get urself away from this...for savety reason...u noe why?

this is true life story...look at me...tht's the effect after i read the book..not just reading it..but try to remember it deep in my brain...

which carries side effect for my hair...it's awful...!!!

my friend tried it too...n look at her...she's a bit ^&#(*#^(!@)#* now...pathetic...but

we're still on denial stage...still try to be as normal as ppl around us...i hope this pic shows tht we're same with others...yeah rite...

until lately i found another girl who also read the book...n she gets a long well with us...we're the same type...sigh....we're in a mess, so in conclusion...

ppl,meet my model of my research..a cockroach...i wonder wad he's doing there...found him in TP library's toilet...

exam's torture

2007-10-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

im feeling very very very very tired...im serious...
i hope i can have the days when i can just spend the whole day without letting my brain to get tired...but for now..i hope i can only concentrate for exam...!!!
many things r happening recently..some of it really bother me a lot...
especially about school and in school...sighhh...
lately i found tht steph is an IDIOT!!...the funniest thing is the way she laughs...
even when we tell a lame joke...all of us will laugh, not to the joke but to the way each of us laugh...hahaha...and we call ourselves "laughing depression gang"..=>LDG...hahaha..

though it sounds kinda lame...but laughing is a very essential part of ourlives (for me).can u imagine a person who spend the day without laughing?.i guess tht's just too pathetic...get a life..!!
join the crowd and have fun...coz there's no point of being alone and trying to be different...it's again too pathetic...

exaam is just 2weeks from now...im getting abit scared and nervous...wad if i don do well??...
but im getting tired of studying...i need to destress...SENTOSA!!!!...(hehehehe..let's go!!!)

now i noe how torturing it is not to have internet...it's more torturing than studying the last few chapters of physics for exam...sighhh...

behind the laughter

2007-10-15T08:37:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think that i am in a mess...
i need more freedom...
*toobad*

ah well, ellen, the pathetic girl does not have internet connection at home anymore.
*laugh at me!!!*

trial exam is coming!!!

2007-09-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

thinking...

2007-09-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

big counfusion...my foundation study has almost come to an end, shld be considering where to go next...currently im considering 2 choices, straight to UNSW sydney or Monash in KL...i guess it's now 50:50
i want to go UNSW sydney, for some reasons, almost all of my classmates r going there, n quite a number of my old old friends are there now..n 1of my best friend is there too..australia was always be my first choice, i have no idea why..im planning to get PR n stay there..
and for another reason, i mayb going Monash in KL..my another best friend is there, huge numbers of friends are there too, somemore my cousin (same age) is going there too, kept forcing my to go to b his motivator..sighh...
well, friends are not the major reason (it plays big role though)...both uni r gud...
I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO GO!!!!!

*long essay is waiting to be completed..i wonder when tht will happen*

got crazy at east coast!!!

2007-09-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

another east coast trip..i guess, if anyone cant find us..just go east coast..we'll be there..LOL..
wad a gud day today!!!...we had laughters in school, then we got into this mercedez cab...taxi driver was COOL..he sang for us..LOL...he told us tht he was famous, yeah...till japan, US, n blablabla...he sings well...AWESOME!!!...great taxi driver...then our bikes rental was discounted, eventhough the bikes r new...OMG...then we rode around n took a lot of stupid pics(in my slide)then we oso tried chicken wings from other stall too...NICE!!!.but..was too full...
overall...it was a great day...!!!...i love it...

*tired*

Forget&enjoy day..AWESOME!!

2007-09-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

lately, we've found out tht east coast has been our favourited place to hang out and destress...

too many things happened at the same time and all those expected n unexpected stuffs mess my lives ...STRESSED!!!

we decided to go for lunch at Charlie and then east coast...lucy n weisi left first after a satay-chicken wing-sting ray-dinner, meishan n me continued cycling till 9, it was ended with another round of light dinner and 2of us MET BOYFRIEND!!! OMG...!! he impressed us alot with the water sport thing...was sooo gud..impressive even the fell-down part for our farewell was impressive too(too unexpected by so-good boyfriend)...we cycled for 6hours (plus sitting down which wasnt very long)...my butt hurts now...LOL...but i really had gud time, everyone shld think so too i believe...it was a gud refreshing day...

*had fun*
思念是一种病。。。

LALA

2007-09-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

here i put up my new-hair pic (i still think it's the same as my prev hair, but just shorter) on request from donna...DONNNAAAAA!!! lol..i cant visit ur blog, so sad!!how to visit ur blog????

new-experience day

2007-09-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

today's really a special day, I BELIEVE!!...went out for lunch at "Indo-Padang", food was nice but just expensiveee, then i went to cut my hair (the first time having hair-cut not in indonesia), after the hairdresser blow dry my hair, it was straight..hahaha, even lucy n levina tot i straightened my hair...i guarantee it will turn back to yucky-messy-omg-bulky-curly again...after tht we joined lele for body combat (she's got voucher for me, meishan, lucy)...then went for "Ratatouille"...so cuteeeeee...then went for dinner at cafe cartel..tht's new for me too, never been there before..LOL..

me VS emoticon

2007-09-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

blur blur blur!!! i didnt have enough sleep this few days, my "not enough" may be enough for other ppl, but it's really "not enough" for me...i slept at around 2 then woke up at 6.30..*faint*!!

this has made me so sleepy in class, n i was damn blur!! i was like stunt in front of laptop while calling my friend, i didnt say a word then when she asked me wad i was doing then i just said :"looking at monitor!!"...*faintagain* blur blur blur...

im now in love with Zhang Dong Liang, n if u dunno him, i've linked his blog (down there!!)..i suddenly realise how cute he is,omgomg...1of the reason i slept late was becoz i watched his concert video in utube till aaron said dong liang will be tired as he'll b singing n running in my dreams...TOO BAD!!i didnt dream of him...sigh..i wish he's real, i mean, he's real but yeah!!!...quite blur now too...i really like a person, who has quite a good look, sort of cuties, can sing, caring, and just WOW!!...omg!!

AND yeah, THAT aaron oso kept saying i look like onion man emoticon (tried to put in the emoticon but failed!!)..really!!..which part of it looks like me..(laughing at myself!!)...i'll take it as compliment..haha..i was even suggested to create my own emoticon coz my face is expressable *faint*...(laugh aaron laugh!!-reading ur own words)..AND weisi n meishan oso agreed tht 1monkey emoticon looks like me..sigh...

finally, my foundation year is almost right to an end...leaving soon...even my very-short-first-and-very-last year in singapore...i've met different ppl and it's awesome...can't be explained with words..(maybe i shld use emoticon huh....???LOL)...

*I NEED SLEEP!!!*

Shelly

2007-09-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

i need one like you...really...
*wait for my call*

i knew it...

2007-09-05T14:08:00.000+08:00

latest onion-lovers

2007-09-02T11:33:00.000+08:00

i've forgotten jinny on the prev pic, LOL...so here i made another one, so he wont feel rejected therefore he wont reject me...LOL...(inside joke!!)

onion man...

2007-08-31T11:01:00.001+08:00

we luv mr onion...LOL...i'll do this kind of thing when im bored...hahaha...

screwed up!!!

2007-08-31T08:57:00.001+08:00

i know tht i'm just so screwed up now...no comment...
PLEASE start school ASAP, then i can finish ASAP n leave~~~
screwed!!...i need space for myself, stop buzzing me!!! i hate it!!
i need to refresh myself, like movie/hang out/shopping/sleep/longgg holidays/gud food...
BUT im broke..IM BROKE!!!...(not only me, my long essay's screwed up too!!)

anw, i was entertaining myself by talking to meishan(my churchmate's soulmate)...haha
she's screwed too...i showed her this monkey sighing emoticon, then she there did the same thing, following how the monkey did it..LOL..
we decided to stop being screwed!! then she sent me Secret OST, which is too short i guess, then she asked me to write in to Jay Chow, but i said i'll sms him, then meishan said again, he's now at her place, then i said, CANNOT be he's going to china!!,
then meishan said again she's sending him to airport later, he's going taiwan...(o mannn i feel so cheated..!!!)...then desperately i said, i go look for wang lee hom, then she said, he's gay!!!
arghhhh...then FINE!!...i go for ZAC EFRON!!!aaaaaa..so cute!!! (luv u meishan...hahaha)

*HappyBirthday Malaysia*, u seem to be quite old, but Indonesia's older...hahaha
i miss malaysia, i miss all the days i spent there, really!!

HAIRSPRAY

2007-08-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

pls watch HAIRSPRAY ppl!!..it's a gud movie...it's kind of musical type, like high school musical...the songs are GOOD!!(i downloaded ALL of them straight away when i reached home n distributed them to levina too..i wander if i'll b caught for illegal downloading..hahaha..)

AND ZAC EFRON IS IN IT TOO!!..well i didnt really like him when i watched High School Musical BUT..NOW..in HAIRSPRAY!!! HE'S GOOD!!! lol...(xx:"how good?")...please proceed to the next picture...

ISNT HE GOOD???huahuahua...ermmm ok la not bad...hahaha..BUT..he kissed tracey..NO!!!!..i think ALL the girls in the cinema were screaming (including me..LOL) when he kissed her..arghhh...!!!!

*in love with 1of the OST "i know where i've been" by Queen Latifah*

to aaron:"im not going to put my pic there or else it will look 'funny' again as how u comment on my prev entry,sighhh!!"

good food!!

2007-08-28T15:52:00.000+08:00

Have u ever seen the rain?

2007-08-27T13:13:00.000+08:00

Someone told me long ago
there’s a calm before the storm,
I know; it’s been comin’ for some time.
When it’s over, so they say,
it’ll rain a sunny day,I know;
shinin’ down like water.

Yesterday, and days before,
sun is cold and rain is hard,
I know; been that way for all my time.
’til forever, on it goes through the circle,
fast and slow,I know;
it can’t stop, I wonder.

2007

2007-08-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why i'm staying in "this" house, well it's just wad my dad told me to and i believe things will turn out better if i had the choice to stay somewhere else...
i really cant stand the way "these people" treat me now, as if i was begging them to let me stay with them. if they feel as if i'm a burden to them, especially to the cost of living, they shldnt have accepted me to stay in their house in the first place. tht's bcoz they "Agreed" then i moved in OR maybe they were thinking about something else like, ok, i stay with them, and my dad will definitely put some money for my needs and so they have extra income, why not?
i didnt expect them to think tht way, maybe something better like, i have no other relatives, away from parents, so why not stay with them, they will definitely take care of me.
Yeah! i believe that was the first motive, but since the beginning (excluding the first few days when my mom still around), i was thinking, are they really willing to take care of me?
Why do they have to be so calculative towards me? As if i am stranger to them, well they may treat strangers better than me. If my stay coz their expenses to increase (higher than expected), well, go talk to my dad and settle it!! i believe it's a gud solution!!
After all, if money is still the problem, this is the biggest disappointment of myself to my OWN RELATIVES!! i really cant stand it sometimes...
To:the ppl im staying with:"if my parents really didnt pay a single cent to cover all my expenses in this house, i really don mind u all treating me like shit!!Go talk crap behind me and make ppl believe all the bad things u crap out about me!!if tht will make u happier! BUT if they did "give" money for it, shouldnt u pay more respect to me?may not necessarily respect me, cant u be nicer to me?

*singapore was and always be a wrong choice for me (flashing back of wad happened 5years back)*

2007 is a tragedy for me

my footwear(s)

2007-08-26T16:30:00.000+08:00

those 2white shoes on the top (training & tennis) r new LOL...bought them last week (yippy!!)
the dark blue shoes was bought when i first came to spore and tht nevada slippers r very cheap one, bought before i came to singapore.
the white hush-puppies high heels (not very high) bought at the end of last year for Fellowship Nite of my Red Crescent Society...(my first high heels)...
another white tennis shoes (my 3rd tennis shoes)..it's quite old, bought it last year...wore it when i was in the last year of sec school.
another not-very-high-hush puppies-heels were bought last mid of last year here in singapore (the very 1st sandals with low heels)...n the last one, my sis gave it to me, bought in singapore (around 1&a half years ago)...it went into mud last year, and i was scolded by my sis coz they r expensiveeee!!!

*i was bored so i post abt my footwears...LOL*

O2

2007-08-26T11:09:00.000+08:00

i couldnt breath last nite..all becoz of the flu...arghhhh...to flu:*slap*...
i really hate it, k!! i took 2hrs to fall asleep...damn torturing..i was like a mad person, walking to n fro in the mid of nite coz if i lay down, i cant breath!!!arghhh...then walked to the window, stood there for 5mins, looking at the road and the reflection of the other road on my window..wandering how it was formed...huahuahauhua....

*HOLIDAY!!!!!*

Hostel2

2007-08-22T15:56:00.001+08:00

jeff watched hostel2...arghhhh
*slap*
im gonna get the pirated dvd...hahaha

health diagnosis

2007-08-22T15:47:00.000+08:00

omg..this flu is taking its toll on me!!!arghhhhh...please get away from me...maybe it's its revenge since i havent had it for quite long...arghhhhh..."BE NICE, FLU!!"
and with this flu i noe tht "cough" is oso coming..!!!Aarghhhhhh i had being sick...
these few days i oso feel very tired..no mood to do long essay (sorry dr linda fang mei ling)...i havnt had enough sleep for few days...i was like tht before..but it seemed to be better than wad i feel now.arghhhhhh...i have hard time to get up in the morning..very sleepy..so i think i deserve a long holiday..noooooo
exam is coming...(somebody wrote tht on the whiteboard in EN22-6-154...ewwww)...."it" reminds me to study..more like..warning..hahahhaha....
the weather oso very nice...makes me want to sleep...n even on the bus..i missed my busstop n lost somewhere...yeah..it was buangkok station...is 5-6 busstop away from my house...sighhhhhh...shameeee....
i'm losing the mood to go to school (but i still attend classes)...it's because....
arghhh..i don want it anymore..i don even want to see it anymore..i want to get rid from "it"...arghhhhhh....it looks funny!!

seems tht my trip to KL will be cancelled...saddddddddddd....sorry to sheilla and callista...but i love u guys always....i'll try my best to find a time n visit u guys!!!

hostel2...

2007-08-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

planned to watch...

BUT...coz im not 21 YET....so..ended up watching...

which was gud n hilarious and of coz much much more better than...

which was too imaginative but the songs are AWESOME!!!

i can see tht i have no fate to watch horror show HERE!!!....sighhhh...!!!....

*100% disappointed*

papaaaa

2007-08-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

so sad, dad just went back...he spent few 1day here then went to genting (relaxation...LOL)..then came back here..for 1day..and today he went to batam n will b going back to indo tmr...
how i wish to spend more time with him..hikxhikx...i feel much more better when he's around...share story with him, give him ideas about the outdoor resto he's building in our hotel, argue with him, walk around with him, and YAAA...shopping...lol...he doesnt really go to shopping mall...i mean...i can say..he "doesnt" go to shopping mall...but..he goes to mini market...hahaha...
i guess he spent a lot of money for this very short trip, his golf shoes (and now he has 2 pairs of new golf shoes...i just heard from my sis tht she actually bought a pair for him but hasnt passed to him yet...ish!!), my tennis shoes...my mom and sis's perfume (i dunno y they have to use such perfume...sighhhhhh) and since he's the oldest son, wherever we go, he'll pay...LOL...
i want him to stay longer but he has lots of things to do back in indo...so no choice...i'll miss him...i wonder how i can survive without seeing him, like if im in australia. from the way we tok, i can feel tht, he doesnt want me to go far from him, and he expected me to be by his side...omg!!!

*i love papa*
muacksss

walk and walk

2007-08-18T08:51:00.000+08:00

LOL..yest we went to charles house, we had this small celebration as he has just moved to tht new house...and me n meishan were such in a long journey to get to his house...well,
we decided to meet up in dobhy ghaut mrt then we bought some drinks..yes how the hell he wanted us to carry drinks..LOL..im just joking..just 4bottles..heavy though..hahaha

OK!we didnt noe how exactly to get to charles's house. we knew tht we first have to et to clementi mrt. we did take the mrt to boon lay direction...on the train, we got a good place to stand and had some chit chat..UNTIL we forgot where we r...then the train stopped and meishan only heard "ti" at the end of the sound info...she was sure...LOL...then the train left for the next station which is bouna vista (i have no idea how to spell!!!) then we called weisi to ask whether clementi stn after or before bouna vista...then weisi said before...so when the train stopped..we quickly got out...then still holding the phone...we went to the mrt map AND....thnx to dearest weisi...the train tht we took was supposed to be the correct train...ARGHHHH..actually i asked wrongly..shld ask in more proper way like "is clementi after of before bouna vista if we're heading to boon lay..." OMGOMG...

then we had this small journey, we didnt take a cap, we decided to "walk" to charles house from the mrt station and tried to remember the map...and again...we didnt noe there's shortcut to walk out from the mrt station to the main road..so we walked a big round..with the 4bottles of drink...grrrr...and next we took a lift up to level 11(coz no lift to level10)..then we walked down to level 10..then we couldnt find his house, so we took lift down to level 1 n tot tht there's another lift at the other side of the block, and yeah there wasnt any...then we took the lift up again to level 11...and from there..i was quite blur how to get to charles's house...i would get lost if meishan was not there...LOL....

then we just had some pizza and salad then watched casino royale...then went home around 10...and the cap tht we took was a crazy river i think...we drove like as if he's racing...sighhh....

*going to watch Hostel2 later with long-lost-childhood friend*

Zhang Dong Liang's concert

2007-08-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

arghhhh...i finally got to watch zhang dong liang's concert...LOL...
his new songs r gud...and since im lazy to post...hahaha...then please Click here(aaron's blog) to view the pics and details about the concert...LOL

response to Meishan's tag

2007-08-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

(thnx meishan for getting do all these things, i feel cheated...i noe, u just don want me to be so free...no SP...huahuahua)
So, each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly.
At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names.
NO TAG BACKS.

let's start with mine...

1. when i was younger, i sleep walked, there's once, i slept in my mom's room then in the mid of nite, i got up, walked to the corner of the room then peed there. (thnx for laughing!!)

2. i have dark skin, but my sis has very fair skin, when i was young, she always teased me, like :"black ppl, black girl!!!", then i took a long wooden ruler and ran after her from one end to the other end of my house till my dad stopped me and carried me. (this was told by one of the ppl in my dad's office)

3. i'm the only one who doesnt like durian in the house, when ppl eat it, i will sit at 1corner and stare at them and observe how they peel durian n how they eat it. i tried to like it, i tried eating for 4times, but still, NO!!

4. i'm scared of rambutan, i dont dare to touch, till now, it's still the same. BUT i love eating it. i will wait for ppl to open it then i'll eat, or else i wont eat. but sometime, i'll find a way to eat. i get a knife n a fork to open n eat...LOL...like how ppl eat steak...yeah....

5. few years ago, got thief came into our house, the next day, they were looking around to see whether anything was stolen, i was bored then i drew a coffin under the stairs and wrote :"one person's dead there" on a white board, then when they saw it, they tot tht it was drawn by the thief. so they were afraid tht the thief will come again.LOL...

6. when i was young, i used to sing all those very old chinese song. kind of karaoke-ing...used to be my favourite, of coz it was when i was young...now, hell no...(ok...it's becoming very embarrassing!!)

7. i like watching horror show, more like, i LOVE them...i watched a lot, till i think tht, none of them is scary for me, even the one "very-scary" for my friends...LOL...i find those shows funny, sometimes, coz i can guess wad will happen next...so experienced....lol...n most of the ppl think tht i'm wierd..dunno why, it's a gud show...love them...

8. when i was young, i always acted as if im a teacher. i pretended tht im teaching, i talked to myself, and those empty chairs, as if im teaching them, but noone was there...i found it fun..i was an idiot...

9. i used to tok to myself a lot...about everything!!...sometimes i use indonesian, sometimes english or mandarin, or even some wierd language tht i didnt even noe wad they mean, just keep saying things...

10. i cant stand looking at those pic with lot's of dots or rough surfaces, eg. wounds, rusted metal, beehive....my hair will stand...

ok, mine is done, i bet it's very wierd, isnt it?LOL....thnx for reading it...laugh some more...yaaa
and i would like to tag max, nicky, aaron, teddy, palmy, willy....hahahahaha...
looking forward to noe all ur wierd things...hahhhaha...
enjoy reading mine...!!!

falling into pieces

2007-08-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

this is the time when i feel so miserable...
i have nothing to hold on...
i feel so empty...
feel like crying it all out...
i have no idea why...
i guess everything should be fine...

winterbells

2007-08-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

somebody recommended this very stupid but soooo-cute game to me...
it's fun though...currently trying to get a very high score...LOL...i think im addicted to it now...hahaha....i cant jump it properly coz my mouse is small..so i found it so uncomfortable...hahahaha...but overall..it's an exciting game...cute sound and pics...

i realise...

2007-08-11T16:55:00.000+08:00

"In life you love the one whom you can never have"

fun@east coast...

2007-08-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

east coast...was a nice ppl to go... went there with meishan...lol....went for cycling...lol...and tok a lot...about "stuffs"... it was fun...i had lot's of fun...before tht went to meishan's mom's office...was trying to be one of the maid...hahaha...then went for early-awesome-dinner...omg...the fish and the meat ball were so GOOD...

thnx meishan for bringing me around singapore..hahaha...around east..gud food...yeah..omg!!fish...meat balls...omg!!iced chendol...omg!!east coast with cheap arcade...hahaha....then the cycling was oso fun...lol...i like the place so much...those activities...were so unexpected..LOL..shld ask the others to join...

*i don want to be too happy to day coz i'll be very sad on tomorrow* happiness is paid with sadness...or otherwise....

National Day's Eve

2007-08-09T08:33:00.000+08:00

Tennis was fun, but it was just too hot...nahhh...shld book from 6-8 next time...
Dinner was good...PORK RIBS was awesome...LOL...i ate a bit from jef's...but my steak...hard...shld order the medium one...
went home abt 11 by taxi...
taxi driver was so friendly,he knew tht im indonesian, and we started talking abt life in australia and singapore, business in singapore, yahhh, sharing...hahhhaha...
he said:"live in singapore is so stressful,apart from the peace and save country, there's nothing special here.those indonesians in singapore, are damn rich, even when they r old, they will have the money to live for another 20years the most, but here, oldies wont have the saving for it, u have to keep working.Like me, taxi rental $91/day.There's not much i can earn."
Ellen:"......"

happ birthday singapore...

my SP...LOL

2007-08-07T17:43:00.000+08:00

Linda was so...

it's "SP" day tmr...

2007-08-06T18:27:00.000+08:00

arghhh

2007-08-05T19:09:00.000+08:00

cbox is back

2007-08-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

i decided to put back my cbox here...

Cbox

2007-08-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, my cbox has been removed from here...LOL
it can be found in my friendster..i have put the link on my sidebar...

get married with IT guy

2007-08-04T11:49:00.000+08:00

be4 getting married with IT guys, i suggest u shld really think abt it,be4 u regret it.
this is a convo example of a couple whose husband is a software engineer.
Husband (get home late from office): "Nite dear, im now logged in."
Wife: "Did u buy the things i asked u to buy?"
Husband: "Bad command or filename."
Wife: "But i've been telling u since this morning!"
Husband: "Errorneous syntax. Abort?"
Wife: "So, how about the new TV?"
Husband: "Variable not found..."
Wife: "Oh,well. then give me ur credit card, im going shopping alone."
Husband: "Sharing Violation. Accessdenied..."
Wife: "Do u love ur computer more than me,or u're just joking?"
Husband: "Too many parameters..."
Wife: "It's my biggest mistake to get married with an idiot like u!"
Husband: "Data type mismatch."
Wife: "useless guy!"
Husband: "It's by Default."
Wife: "How about ur salary?"
Husband: "File in use ... Try later."
Wife: "So, wad's my position in this family?"
Husband: "Unknown Virus."

sp,how will you treat ur girlfriend/wife?

*decided to post the new entry!!*

STOP

2007-07-29T21:00:00.001+08:00

i want to stop blogging...
this has gone too far...
used to hate this anw...

Another july baby...

2007-07-29T10:25:00.000+08:00

LOL...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEISHAN...LUV U!!!
hahahaha...we really had fun bullying meishan...well we first expected her to be very upset on her bdae coz NO cake, NO present...LOL...then the next day which was yest...we had...she must b so surprised..we prepared bdae cake n present for her...hahaha...and meishan, u don need to go for facial anymore,i guess we help u a LOT with tht chocolate n lemon mask...LOL...tht must be great, rite?...and yeah since the chocolate went into ur nose...i guess nose spa/nose scrubbing will b gud for u...hahaha...gud suggestions...LOL...

Happenings

2007-07-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

it has been like a decade tht i havent posted anything new...LOL...let's see wad has happened in this period of time...
1.was assigned with this stupid seminar presentation which makes me abandoned all turorials...
2.didnt have enough sleep for more than a week...i noe tht's bad..but i have no choice...
3.i think im broke for this month...too many july babies around...lol...
4.feel very unconfortable staying home
5.singapore was hot then suddenly becomes cold...wierd...
6.ate too much spring role...got the syndrom for sorethroat...
7.went to taka food fest..OMG..foods there r nice...i shared cod fish with lucy...and i think i caught her cough n flu virus...tht's y..i feel wierd few days ago...but i'm strong enough to tackle..lol
8.finally got to meet my honey bunny "jazz" after not seeing her for half a year...LOL
9.got to know MR PAUL SUTTON...he's damn funny...i miss his lecture,tutorial,and his jokes...totally funny...im gonna fly to sydney to meet him...LOL
10.ps1-ps2 r merged...not so happy abt it...but anw.no choice
11.i finally found out tht it's very tiring to really like somebody...decided to cut it out...!!!
12.decided to take industrial chem for next year..hope no more changes to be made...
13.i realised tht im being over-sensitive nowadays...get angry easily...
14.got to play badminton...which made me even more tired....
15.MEISHAN's BIRTHDAY...(happy birthday ...luv u :)...lol...she's older now...she was bullied...saying happy bdae from inside OG entrance door and got stared by the security guy then took cute pic in front of OG...hahaha....have fun for tht...LOL
16.finally flashed back abt my 17th bdae...*hint*
17.was a joke for the day...yeah...everyone laughed at my stupidity...i have no idea why i was a joke.
18.missed 3busstops and continued to be an idiot till i reached home...
19.someone passed next to me and farted twice...ewwww....grossssss
20.realised tht i have no much time to prepare SP...LOL...
21.i hate the day i hate him...
22.watched simpsons...spiderpig..spiderpig...
23.going for bbq tmr...LOL...

my teeth were misunderstood...

2007-07-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

well, wad should i say...i was born with nice teeth...im proud of it...

wad's the problem with it? people say tht my teeth r nice...and YEAH..THESE ARE MINE!!!LOL....but not till today tht i heard a STATEMENT...oh no maybe it's an investigation...but wait..most prob it's a personal thoughts of JONATHAN AND AARON!!!...well i include aaron coz he seemed to agree with wad jon said...

THEY SAID :"ELLEN HAS VERY NICE TEETH...MAYBE BECOZ HER MOM PUT BRACES ON HER GUMS WHEN SHE WAS BORN...."

LIKE...HOW?===>ASDFGHJKLQWERTYUIOP...

how can braces be put on gums?i might have just died when they put it on me...

(to aaron n jonathan *slap-slap*)

Life

2007-07-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

The only things in life you regret,
Are the risks that you didn't take.

Underneath your clothes

2007-07-22T10:11:00.000+08:00

You're a song
Written by the hands of god
Don't get me wrong cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find them

Because of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each other

I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Vacancy...

2007-07-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

lol...finally i got to watch an exciting n thrilling movie..."VACANCY"...lol...
overall, it was GOOD, ending was funny...i laughed a LOT...especially with jef oso laughing all the way till the end...LOL..
yeah,it was funny (for me) especially towards the end when the 3 killer guys died, well the died funny-ly and wierdly...ok u shld have watched this movie so can understand wad im trying to say..., well the 1st killer just jumped onto the car with the body upside down, the body was half hanging out there and the other half inside the car trying to kill the girl, the legs were just swinging to left n right and when another killer came out, the girl just drove the car (towards the killer *and still with the previous guy hanging on the car*)...crashed the motel room and finally the guy was just stuck and *BUMP*...he was smashed in between the car and the wall, the face was funny, was like "oh no no no..." while hitting the car...and the funniest part is...(remember there's still a guy hanging on the car)...i didnt noe how, tht guy just died too...blood was everywhere...and left with one killer...
he saw the 2guys were dead and just went like "oh no no no no...." (hitting the car idiot-ly)...LOL...
the girl ran into the receptionist desk, took a shot gun and just fired it to him, the bullet went through the body and broke the glass behind him too (powerful man)...
i just think tht it was funny and somemore, MEISHAN(purposely put on caps..LOL)...she paid $10 to go into the cinema and watched the movie through my fingers...she was scared...LOL...funny...

best friend

2007-07-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

im afraid to lose a friend...but eversince i decided to go overseas to continue my studies, i was quite prepared tht i WILL lose my childhood friend...not everyone of them, but some maybe...especially those in my home country..
yeah...i've lost my very first best friend...i had never had a best friend before, she was the first...today's her birthday...it reminds me of her...
In the 1st year i went overseas, we're still in contact, but didnt often sms her.2nd year, i was losing contact with her, 3rd year, almost no contact at all, and she got an accident. terrific accident. i was in shock and tht brought me to meet her again.tht time, i really realised tht there's nothing to tok between us anymore.i didnt feel like as if im her "best" friend. she was different, yeah, tht's wad i felt.from tht day onwards, till now, i have no contact with her. Even on my birthday, i didnt receive any greeting from her.flashing back 2or3 years ago, she was always b the first to greet me and wish me happy birthday...
i was expecting her to sms me, or even just a small comment on my FS, but, nothing, NONE...!i sent my birthday wishes to her just now, im looking forward for her reply.she was my best friend, we were really gud, i have never wanted to replace tht "best-friend" position to anyone else...but until 5th july 2004, tht was the day i met my very best friend, never thought tht she's having tht position in me now...days after then, i made more best friends, and tht was the time where i really knew wad best friends are...till now, 5of them r still my very best friends, though we're far apart but still i keep them close to my heart...
*feelingsadoflosingabestfriend*
*ithurts*

LOL

2007-07-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

40% chance to go to hell??OMG

2007-07-19T17:04:00.001+08:00

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Pride: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Greed: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?

brain

2007-07-19T16:58:00.002+08:00

You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

profile

2007-07-19T16:58:00.001+08:00

Your Personality Profile

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.

A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

great student

2007-07-19T16:54:00.001+08:00

You Are a Great Student

You aren't afraid to crack the books when you need to, and you make your education a true priority.
You could become a PhD in anything, if you set your mind to it. There's no limit to what you can learn!

Are You a Good Student?

Moneyyy

2007-07-19T16:52:00.000+08:00

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 72%

You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people.
You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.

Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

i AM a female...

2007-07-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.
You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.
You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.
You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Heartbreak

2007-07-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

All love shifts and changes.
I don't know if you can be wholeheartedly in love all the time.

personality...LOL

2007-07-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Intuition

You are:

Multilayered and complex
Inspired and driven to achieve your goals
A visionary with a complete life plan
Intuitive enough to understand difficult problems, ideas, and people

What's Your Personality Cluster?

birthday...

2007-07-17T18:08:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.
Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.
You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.
An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

ME

2007-07-17T18:02:00.001+08:00

What Ellen Arifin Means

E is for Edgy

L is for Loud

L is for Lovable

E is for Expressive

N is for Nice

A is for Ambitious

R is for Rare

I is for Impressive

F is for Funky

I is for Industrious

N is for Neat

What Does Your Name Mean?

i shld major in...

2007-07-17T17:59:00.001+08:00

Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating

You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together.
You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change.

You should major in:

Statistics
Speech
Conflict studies
Communication
Finance
Medicine

What Should You Major In?

lol...i saw speech...hmmmm

brainy girl?

2007-07-17T17:55:00.001+08:00

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

my life's track

2007-07-17T17:50:00.001+08:00

Your Life is 17% Off Track

No doubt about it, you are living the right life.
You've made some great decisions, and they've definitely paid off.
Keep it up. You're on the right track!

Are You Living The Wrong Life?

lime green...hmmm

2007-07-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:

You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

At Your Lowest:

You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

In Love:

You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.

How You're Attractive:

Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?"

What's Your Power Color?

horror movie

2007-07-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

the 1st horror movie to be watched in Singapore...

i miss u...

2007-07-14T19:32:00.000+08:00

by:nicky

feeling insecure...

2007-07-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

i have no idea wad im feeling now and wad im worrying abt...
it's just too many till im so confused...
just scared...so scared as scary as if im close to death...yeah i was close to it be4...april 2006...
if both of my hands were not strong enough to hold on...tht wooden stick...might have just.........
well, tht's just a past...but now...tht fear comes again...
fear of failing, losing, and everything...
i dont want to lose a precious thing of my life...
i dont want to fail before i have had enough tries...
it just feels so unsecure...

Mistake mistake...

2007-07-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

omg...i saw my result wrongly...my math only B...sad....!!!
and i got a bad news today...my english...even i got B+....the breakdown for each section is awful..i was saved coz of my writing, report, and journal...omg....!!! my reading and listening is hopeless...!!!!!!!
im so easily get pissed nowadays...so yeah..i dunno wad happen...
if something pisses me off...i'll just keep quite...so..will b seen like...as if i'm lost...
but it's just temporary...if something gud happens...or like..something funny or...somebody tries to tok to me...then..it'll b better....lol...wad a human....
omg...another work is coming..SEMINAR PRESENTATION>>!!!!
this sem2....we all get to do endless works...sounds like endless rain..haha....
get tired easily too...dunno why...
*sad**gloomy*

Exam's results

2007-07-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

it's out and yeah i saw it just now...
was so afraid i will do badly...i predicted tht i will get GPA around 6 or above but i got more than wad i expected...(thnx God!!)

here is my results...

Academic English = B+
Chemistry = B
Computing (theory) = A
Computing (practical) = A+
Math = A
Physics = C

then my total GPA = 8.0
was happy abt tht...but kinda worried since Melb U's minimum entry is 8.5, but nvm..i'll work harder...gud start!!!lol..praising myself...
and for this...i owe meishan lunch....(sighhhh!!!)...she shld be rejoicing now...lol