if i let you go...

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you out of my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I just can't find
The courage to show to let you know
I've never felt love like this before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me ?
How will I know if I let you go ?

well, i have just realised that one's mood can be expressed through a song...
the song u're listening to shows the feeling u're having...

gastriccc...please go away !!!

*in pain*...
gastric, honestly, i dont expect u to come back to mylife...
how i wish i can appreciate the love u gave to me which made u decided to stay by my side...
how i wish i can escape from you...
i hate you...especially with all those pains u have been giving me in these few days when i'm having my trial exam...
can't you just get away from me...?
please go away !!!

another new blog...-.-''

well i used to think tht blogging IS really boring...but i just can't think why i'm doing it now...such a waste...lolz..anw, i hav lots of blogs but they r abandoned after the 1st post.
so here u go...another new one...

haiz...trial exam is over but we r still struggling to survive for the sem1 exam...work hard peeps...high GPA...!!!! (go..go..go)

as time goes by...everything seems to be different now...weisi left...*sad*...i hope tht she'll be the 1st and the last to leave us....*sad x 2*...besides...there'll always be an unseen conflict which im not very sure wad and why and how...it covers everything...personal problem...friendship...and love...

i wander why i am in singapore now...i shld have gone somewhere BUT not singapore...i hate singapore in the 1st place...im stuck here...lucky i just have to stay for 1 year...then will be leaving for somewhere next year...*woot*...however...when i think it back again...i wont regret tht i'm actually here...or else...i wont get to know a lot of ppl who r my friends now...those in my class like...i will never regret that i get to know weisi, meishan, lucy, levina, gena, and aaron. they mean everything to me...though im not that close to them yet...but somehow we r comfortable with each other...this has been one of my consideration on withdrawing from UNSWAsia...(well...the closed down school)...anw...im happy tht im staying...

life is not perfect...but life is extremely and perfectly gorgeous when love and friendship come together into it...

*love*...wad can i say abt it...no comment...
ppl can be so upset abt love...wad we ant say much...as it's just abt ur fate...but why not we fight for it? Haiz...im just affected...somebody has just told me tht she wants to give up on her lovelife...but, WHY SHLD SHE?...i can only tell her tht it's just not at the right timing...just wait and time will tell everything...
weisi:"time will tell"
meishan:"time will tell...let it grow..."
ellen:"(*giggling*)

girls' convo::

A :" i think he likes u..."
B :" wad? it's impossible...!!!!!!!"

A :" why u dont want him?"
B :" i dunno...time will tell...lolz...i admit tht he's nice..."

A :" will u consider him if he says he likes u?"
B :" dunno"

A :" ooo he's damn hot!!!"
B :" yes..yes...then fight for him"
A :" don want la..."
B :" WHY NOT?"

A :" he's jealous a....jealous...huh...."
B :" shut up!!!!!!"

well tht's all i have for today...back to my dvd...
*disappeared*