behind the laughter

sometimes i think that i am in a mess...
i need more freedom...
*toobad*

ah well, ellen, the pathetic girl does not have internet connection at home anymore.
*laugh at me!!!*

trial exam is coming!!!

thinking...

big counfusion...my foundation study has almost come to an end, shld be considering where to go next...currently im considering 2 choices, straight to UNSW sydney or Monash in KL...i guess it's now 50:50
i want to go UNSW sydney, for some reasons, almost all of my classmates r going there, n quite a number of my old old friends are there now..n 1of my best friend is there too..australia was always be my first choice, i have no idea why..im planning to get PR n stay there..
and for another reason, i mayb going Monash in KL..my another best friend is there, huge numbers of friends are there too, somemore my cousin (same age) is going there too, kept forcing my to go to b his motivator..sighh...
well, friends are not the major reason (it plays big role though)...both uni r gud...
I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO GO!!!!!

*long essay is waiting to be completed..i wonder when tht will happen*

got crazy at east coast!!!

another east coast trip..i guess, if anyone cant find us..just go east coast..we'll be there..LOL..
wad a gud day today!!!...we had laughters in school, then we got into this mercedez cab...taxi driver was COOL..he sang for us..LOL...he told us tht he was famous, yeah...till japan, US, n blablabla...he sings well...AWESOME!!!...great taxi driver...then our bikes rental was discounted, eventhough the bikes r new...OMG...then we rode around n took a lot of stupid pics(in my slide)then we oso tried chicken wings from other stall too...NICE!!!.but..was too full...
overall...it was a great day...!!!...i love it...

*tired*

Forget&enjoy day..AWESOME!!

lately, we've found out tht east coast has been our favourited place to hang out and destress...

too many things happened at the same time and all those expected n unexpected stuffs mess my lives ...STRESSED!!!

we decided to go for lunch at Charlie and then east coast...lucy n weisi left first after a satay-chicken wing-sting ray-dinner, meishan n me continued cycling till 9, it was ended with another round of light dinner and 2of us MET BOYFRIEND!!! OMG...!! he impressed us alot with the water sport thing...was sooo gud..impressive even the fell-down part for our farewell was impressive too(too unexpected by so-good boyfriend)...we cycled for 6hours (plus sitting down which wasnt very long)...my butt hurts now...LOL...but i really had gud time, everyone shld think so too i believe...it was a gud refreshing day...

*had fun*
思念是一种病。。。

LALA

here i put up my new-hair pic (i still think it's the same as my prev hair, but just shorter) on request from donna...DONNNAAAAA!!! lol..i cant visit ur blog, so sad!!how to visit ur blog????

new-experience day

today's really a special day, I BELIEVE!!...went out for lunch at "Indo-Padang", food was nice but just expensiveee, then i went to cut my hair (the first time having hair-cut not in indonesia), after the hairdresser blow dry my hair, it was straight..hahaha, even lucy n levina tot i straightened my hair...i guarantee it will turn back to yucky-messy-omg-bulky-curly again...after tht we joined lele for body combat (she's got voucher for me, meishan, lucy)...then went for "Ratatouille"...so cuteeeeee...then went for dinner at cafe cartel..tht's new for me too, never been there before..LOL..

me VS emoticon

blur blur blur!!! i didnt have enough sleep this few days, my "not enough" may be enough for other ppl, but it's really "not enough" for me...i slept at around 2 then woke up at 6.30..*faint*!!

this has made me so sleepy in class, n i was damn blur!! i was like stunt in front of laptop while calling my friend, i didnt say a word then when she asked me wad i was doing then i just said :"looking at monitor!!"...*faintagain* blur blur blur...

im now in love with Zhang Dong Liang, n if u dunno him, i've linked his blog (down there!!)..i suddenly realise how cute he is,omgomg...1of the reason i slept late was becoz i watched his concert video in utube till aaron said dong liang will be tired as he'll b singing n running in my dreams...TOO BAD!!i didnt dream of him...sigh..i wish he's real, i mean, he's real but yeah!!!...quite blur now too...i really like a person, who has quite a good look, sort of cuties, can sing, caring, and just WOW!!...omg!!

AND yeah, THAT aaron oso kept saying i look like onion man emoticon (tried to put in the emoticon but failed!!)..really!!..which part of it looks like me..(laughing at myself!!)...i'll take it as compliment..haha..i was even suggested to create my own emoticon coz my face is expressable *faint*...(laugh aaron laugh!!-reading ur own words)..AND weisi n meishan oso agreed tht 1monkey emoticon looks like me..sigh...

finally, my foundation year is almost right to an end...leaving soon...even my very-short-first-and-very-last year in singapore...i've met different ppl and it's awesome...can't be explained with words..(maybe i shld use emoticon huh....???LOL)...

*I NEED SLEEP!!!*

Shelly

i need one like you...really...
*wait for my call*

i knew it...