onion man...

we luv mr onion...LOL...i'll do this kind of thing when im bored...hahaha...

screwed up!!!

i know tht i'm just so screwed up now...no comment...
PLEASE start school ASAP, then i can finish ASAP n leave~~~
screwed!!...i need space for myself, stop buzzing me!!! i hate it!!
i need to refresh myself, like movie/hang out/shopping/sleep/longgg holidays/gud food...
BUT im broke..IM BROKE!!!...(not only me, my long essay's screwed up too!!)

anw, i was entertaining myself by talking to meishan(my churchmate's soulmate)...haha
she's screwed too...i showed her this monkey sighing emoticon, then she there did the same thing, following how the monkey did it..LOL..
we decided to stop being screwed!! then she sent me Secret OST, which is too short i guess, then she asked me to write in to Jay Chow, but i said i'll sms him, then meishan said again, he's now at her place, then i said, CANNOT be he's going to china!!,
then meishan said again she's sending him to airport later, he's going taiwan...(o mannn i feel so cheated..!!!)...then desperately i said, i go look for wang lee hom, then she said, he's gay!!!
arghhhh...then FINE!!...i go for ZAC EFRON!!!aaaaaa..so cute!!! (luv u meishan...hahaha)

*HappyBirthday Malaysia*, u seem to be quite old, but Indonesia's older...hahaha
i miss malaysia, i miss all the days i spent there, really!!

HAIRSPRAY

pls watch HAIRSPRAY ppl!!..it's a gud movie...it's kind of musical type, like high school musical...the songs are GOOD!!(i downloaded ALL of them straight away when i reached home n distributed them to levina too..i wander if i'll b caught for illegal downloading..hahaha..)

AND ZAC EFRON IS IN IT TOO!!..well i didnt really like him when i watched High School Musical BUT..NOW..in HAIRSPRAY!!! HE'S GOOD!!! lol...(xx:"how good?")...please proceed to the next picture...

ISNT HE GOOD???huahuahua...ermmm ok la not bad...hahaha..BUT..he kissed tracey..NO!!!!..i think ALL the girls in the cinema were screaming (including me..LOL) when he kissed her..arghhh...!!!!

*in love with 1of the OST "i know where i've been" by Queen Latifah*

to aaron:"im not going to put my pic there or else it will look 'funny' again as how u comment on my prev entry,sighhh!!"

good food!!

Have u ever seen the rain?

Someone told me long ago
there’s a calm before the storm,
I know; it’s been comin’ for some time.
When it’s over, so they say,
it’ll rain a sunny day,I know;
shinin’ down like water.

Yesterday, and days before,
sun is cold and rain is hard,
I know; been that way for all my time.
’til forever, on it goes through the circle,
fast and slow,I know;
it can’t stop, I wonder.

2007

i have no idea why i'm staying in "this" house, well it's just wad my dad told me to and i believe things will turn out better if i had the choice to stay somewhere else...
i really cant stand the way "these people" treat me now, as if i was begging them to let me stay with them. if they feel as if i'm a burden to them, especially to the cost of living, they shldnt have accepted me to stay in their house in the first place. tht's bcoz they "Agreed" then i moved in OR maybe they were thinking about something else like, ok, i stay with them, and my dad will definitely put some money for my needs and so they have extra income, why not?
i didnt expect them to think tht way, maybe something better like, i have no other relatives, away from parents, so why not stay with them, they will definitely take care of me.
Yeah! i believe that was the first motive, but since the beginning (excluding the first few days when my mom still around), i was thinking, are they really willing to take care of me?
Why do they have to be so calculative towards me? As if i am stranger to them, well they may treat strangers better than me. If my stay coz their expenses to increase (higher than expected), well, go talk to my dad and settle it!! i believe it's a gud solution!!
After all, if money is still the problem, this is the biggest disappointment of myself to my OWN RELATIVES!! i really cant stand it sometimes...
To:the ppl im staying with:"if my parents really didnt pay a single cent to cover all my expenses in this house, i really don mind u all treating me like shit!!Go talk crap behind me and make ppl believe all the bad things u crap out about me!!if tht will make u happier! BUT if they did "give" money for it, shouldnt u pay more respect to me?may not necessarily respect me, cant u be nicer to me?

*singapore was and always be a wrong choice for me (flashing back of wad happened 5years back)*

2007 is a tragedy for me

my footwear(s)

those 2white shoes on the top (training & tennis) r new LOL...bought them last week (yippy!!)
the dark blue shoes was bought when i first came to spore and tht nevada slippers r very cheap one, bought before i came to singapore.
the white hush-puppies high heels (not very high) bought at the end of last year for Fellowship Nite of my Red Crescent Society...(my first high heels)...
another white tennis shoes (my 3rd tennis shoes)..it's quite old, bought it last year...wore it when i was in the last year of sec school.
another not-very-high-hush puppies-heels were bought last mid of last year here in singapore (the very 1st sandals with low heels)...n the last one, my sis gave it to me, bought in singapore (around 1&a half years ago)...it went into mud last year, and i was scolded by my sis coz they r expensiveeee!!!

*i was bored so i post abt my footwears...LOL*

O2

i couldnt breath last nite..all becoz of the flu...arghhhh...to flu:*slap*...
i really hate it, k!! i took 2hrs to fall asleep...damn torturing..i was like a mad person, walking to n fro in the mid of nite coz if i lay down, i cant breath!!!arghhh...then walked to the window, stood there for 5mins, looking at the road and the reflection of the other road on my window..wandering how it was formed...huahuahauhua....

*HOLIDAY!!!!!*