freaking lazy

huh...exam is coming SOON...very SOON...shld be asking myself wad the hell i am doing now?posting another blog? tot shld be studying all those abt velocity, leveling up to projectiles...OMG...damn it...have no idea how to do those questions....yeah NOW i need to revise physics...shld try to be friend with momentum..dunno who the hell discovered it...make me freaking confused..just making my life more difficult...2 things collide then wad? just bang to each other then move to other way...away from each other...who the hell will even bother to noe wad's the kinetic energy and the conversion of the momentum...??...well tht's gud enough...wait till u see the chapter on force...wandering if the concept really important...hang a box here there...find the tension...well again gd enough...come with few boxes...again hang here there...who will care wad their acceleration? oh well at least we'll still see the common term like gravitation...again...those scientists...please go die...even if u guys r dead...why didnt u bring all ur discoveries with u to heaven...at least i can have better life for not knowing all those things..u think i will care abt a thing out there, in space flying here there...the mass of it and the all the shits abt centripetal force ...o well..here r the more complicated one..like omega...who the hell will noe wad omega is?...the first time i heard tht word..i tot of cooking oil...lolz...it's not even connected to oil ... ok it's angular speed?? do u have idea abt it? NO!!!....linear velocity??NO!!!....followed by studies abt electron...why do we even bother to study abt the things we cant see...don even noe the shape of electron...why shld we care abt the charge...mass...?OMG!!! i'm so dead for physics...how am i going to survive for my future-chemical-engineering-undertaking....
*died*

Drawing...!@#$%^&*()_

drawing...it reminds of the previous years when i still wanted to take up architecture course...

was really interested in building and construction and house designing...though, im still not very gud in drawing...lolz...i was ok with my drawing...

till i had my final art O'level Cambridge exam...eventhough i could do the questions but i was struggling though...how much time i spent for it, energy i used to stay up till late at nite and finish the work,how i struggle with my back-pain after cutting all those thick paper...(coz of tht i laid down while studying physics which is tested on the next day!!!) from there onwards, i ve decided not to take architecture anymore...i don want to spend the rest of mylife by drawing drawing and drawing...it's just boring for me...

so, tht idea as been replaced by all chemistry stuff...not wanting architecture anymore..

hahahahaha...
all my art kids still around...remain untouched...

but now...i realy feel like drawing...i like to draw with pen(black ink),charcoal and correction fluid...

u must be thinking tht im stupid or something like tht...correction fluid??

yeah...i drew with it...dont noe why tht idea crossed my mind...

here's my work with correction fluid...(calligraph about "Venice")...not going to see it anymore...(sent all the way to cambridge) and guess wad?I NEED TO PAY TO GET THEM BACK!!!

*planning to draw after exam...YAY!!!

late at nite...

*bookisclosed*

haiz...i've totally changed...change to a person who actually stay up all nite to revise...

it's so NOT me...i used to sleep early even during exam season...i just don care much...

but well...everything's changed...subjects like chemistry, math, and physics, getting more and more complicated...which i believe will drive me crazy one day...

anw, this is a correct time (midnite) to "revise" wad happened to me these days and today...

well, was a bit disappointed with the expected trial exam results...lolz...it came out exactly as the expected one...which was POORLY done...such a shame...and AGAIN...well, it's just a mock...lolz...

Though, im trying hard...early revision!!!!!as result, i don get enough sleep...hope noone will fall sick on the exam day...

was happy too as my dad has approved me about going australia next year...hope i'll be ready for it...(shellyyyyy wait for me....!!! im coming...!!!!)

HAIZ!!!....

realised tht ppl will keep asking "WHY" this and tht...blaming on wad happened previously on the past....can't we just think abt wad to do in order to improve this and tht instead of asking the causes of the things happen??

overall, today was not tht bad...was able to survive...and ready to fetch the sunrise tomorrow...lolz...

ok tht's all for today....

*gettingreadytocrawltothebed*.....*eyesaredropping*

math + chem geek...wei si...!!!

To wei si :
well weisi...u shld noe tht we miss u so much...!!! (be guilty for tht!!!)
nothing much in fact just losing somebody who always be next to me and explain everything i don understand...anything from new english vocab tht i don understand, math, and chem...!!!
though, i still need to do my own n try my best...there's always ways to ask u, isnt it??hahaha
thnx for helping me..eventhough u're NOT in UNSWAsia (well, again, the closed down school) anymore...
tht's y, i try to conclude tht...u shld have stayed...lolz...u may choose to take engineering...well at least better than wadever business, management, economics, accounting, banking, wadsoever...
lolz.....

*luv*


u wont noe how to cherish a thing after u have actually lost it...

today's a bad day...

ok...today is such a bad day for me...

1st...during the chem prac...i spilled chemicals for few times...dunno y...i found tht i was so careless today...over poured sodium hydroxide solution to burrette for 2-3 times...accidentally spilled tap water onto aaron's lab coat while washing measuring cylinder...forgot tht ammonia was damn smelly...

and....OMG....it was so embarrassing...!!
can u imagine how embarrassing it was to actually walk the wrong door...AND was waiting for it to open....(which obviously wont be opened!!!) and the security guy was just staring at us...didnt even call and inform us tht we ARE at the wrong exit door...AND those TEMASEK POLY students behind us were just looking at us and LAUGHING...didnt even tell us tht we're at the wrong door...me and lucy looked so stupid..as if we r new students...
i can think why it could actually happen...we obviously had been passing through it (library) for hundred times...
well...such a bad day...!!!
*ARGHHHH*

is it true ? ...

when we're on the stage where we're not sure who and wad we are...
fortunately...most of us will try a test to determine wad kind of person we r...
well, some are reasonably believable...some are just nonsense...
it's still YOU who are to decide who you are, wad you are, how you behave, how your view is, etc...

Here are the things abt me :

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(i wander if it's true!!!)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(agree with 1st 2sentences)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(obviously!!!)

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
(1st sentence is true!!!the rest im not sure...)

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
(not too sure!!!education IS important...!!!)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(YES!!!)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(TRUE!!!)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(i think so too...)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(not too sure!!!)

when i was still a kid...

I suprisingly found out these 2 pics...

i couldnt remember tht i was on the ride too...

can find me??

the one in red...left hand side...(*lol*)

another childhood pic...really couldnt remember i was there too...(*pathetic*)...OMG!!!holding my favourite-childhood-candy...lolz...(wif butterfly pic on it...i remember!!!)

why can't we stay as a kid forever? wouldnt it be better?(*thinking*)

Why ?

*confused*
i keep asking myself and the world, "why?"
why shld it come again?
it was a hard time for me to forget all about it...
decided not to think about it again...
well, i did...i have forgotten about it...and yet...
here, now, it comes again...
wad shld i do?, i really have no idea..!!!
but...why?why?why?