papaaaa

so sad, dad just went back...he spent few 1day here then went to genting (relaxation...LOL)..then came back here..for 1day..and today he went to batam n will b going back to indo tmr...
how i wish to spend more time with him..hikxhikx...i feel much more better when he's around...share story with him, give him ideas about the outdoor resto he's building in our hotel, argue with him, walk around with him, and YAAA...shopping...lol...he doesnt really go to shopping mall...i mean...i can say..he "doesnt" go to shopping mall...but..he goes to mini market...hahaha...
i guess he spent a lot of money for this very short trip, his golf shoes (and now he has 2 pairs of new golf shoes...i just heard from my sis tht she actually bought a pair for him but hasnt passed to him yet...ish!!), my tennis shoes...my mom and sis's perfume (i dunno y they have to use such perfume...sighhhhhh) and since he's the oldest son, wherever we go, he'll pay...LOL...
i want him to stay longer but he has lots of things to do back in indo...so no choice...i'll miss him...i wonder how i can survive without seeing him, like if im in australia. from the way we tok, i can feel tht, he doesnt want me to go far from him, and he expected me to be by his side...omg!!!

*i love papa*
muacksss