delayed post...hehehe

It's kinda late but still...

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE !!!

hehehehe...

nothing special either on x'mas eve or x'mas day...LOL...

few days before x'mas...i went for a confession...for my sins...huahauhau...finally rite??..after continuosly being asked by some ppl from ufy..muahahaha

and then went to church on the x'mas eve...

hm..met some friends (long lost friend...) but didnt tok much

met them at the side entrance of the church near the place to get the holy water...

i sat there coz i was late...n the church was really full...hehehe

before x'mas i went for a haircut...but i guess it's really bad... sighhh

here..take a look at the pic...

muahahahaha....(laugh like this!!!)

then since i have lots of free time..then i start drawing again...

when i looked at my magic cube...then i remember a small design for a building ..and i drew this out hihihi !!!

(not totally my idea..LOL)

and when i have nothing to do...i'll do this...

and my stupid bro also did coz i asked him so...huahauhua

i think this post is abit idiotic...i totally agreed...

IM DEAD !!!

i gave the wrong details to unsw intranet
so till now, i havent got my letter of offer yet...SIGH!!!
i'm 70% blur abt student visa application,
not sure wad to prepare, wad to pay, how much to pay, who to ask, how to apply..
mayb i shld go either back to singapore or jakarta to apply visa...
arghhhhhhhhhh...screwed!!

i've confessed my sins for this year cozzzzz
CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON HO HO HO !!!

*will b looking for the full version of "perfect christmas" from imeem*

RESULTS!!!!!!!!!

it's really---jkabhoagf ajfhaufh cfgaw akfhaohf a alfhbaklsuhcg iaw afhaiushgdladiufv afgaldfgalif alidfglaiyfgal aliflaigfali ~~~~ &^$^* # ((@&#^# #^^&#!!??,,.<>

ok la, not so bad!!

~~SIGH!!~~

我可以

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福它真的不容易

bored

holiday just started but im already getting bored...
have no idea wad to do...
but i did new things again..LOL...i drove my car up to multi storey carpark and
parallel parking..huahauhauha....i did it..
i guess im to free now...sleep late wake up late like around 12am...LOL...
another thing is while waiting my air con to be cold..i'll help check some receipt brought back from office by my sis n bro...not my work in fact...just helping...LOL...
now i only spend my days staying at home...
it's been very dangerous to go out...on the day i arrived home...there's a pickpocket few houses next to mine 2hrs before i reached home...
pontianak is a bit hopeless to tell the truth...hahahahhaa....
even the traffic is soooo messy.....more hopeless...
time to leave pontianak....hahahahhahaa....

im home...

home seriously feels much much better...LOL
and i guess singapore has cursed me...hehehe...
the day b4 i went to singapore, i fell sick, was quite bad...
then on the day before i left..again..i fell sick...almost the same thing..
sighhhhh...and some more..internet is damn slowwww...
muahahahaha...

anw, my luggage were really a lot...total 72.7kg...
it exceeded 32.7 kg coz i was with my mom... then need to pay..
once i reached batam .. oso need to pay..again...omg!!!
but i managed to bring everything home...
hahahhaha
proud of it..

mixture of everything

LOL...holiday started few weeks ago and im still not home yet...OMG...
i had my graduation day,nite safari,and i had my first week holiday without doing anything, then johor trip then my mom came to singapore (n still here)...n some family hang-outs which i think not so interesting...
LOL...so to know abt everything just click on my friends' blogs like meishan's, steph's,aaron's to see all the pics..im just to lazy to post them...hehehe

the special one shld be johor trip...it's my 1st and shld be the very last trip of mine...LOL...
it was really fun...ive got to do "new" things...like going to pasar malam till late at nite...and hm...go karaoke...n spent Rm120 for DVDs...

it was true tht it's the end of year n time to say "bye-bye" to some ppl except for meishan...hauhauhaua...
too bad...im going to see her again...hahahaha...and mayb some more ppl going to syd too...
i can say tht too many things happened in this short period of time...

and still...i have no internet here in singapore...n going back indonesia day after tmr...cant wait for it...i want to be home...hahahahha...ermmm not really...time to outcast myself n settle down...hahaha

kk, tht's all...happy holiday...^^

I WANT UNILODGE!!!...I PAID THE RESERVATION FEE SO I DESERVE TO GET IT...!!!...

last day of foundation exam

EXAM!!...it’s OVER…
Last paper we had was chemistry and it was an OK paper. I guess I wont fail and just hope tht will pass with a satisfying grade…Overall the exam was OK, n I hope everyone will get good result which worth all the efforts put in, haiz…cant imagine that we all have passed this whole torturing months, mayb im now a potential book worm!!! (no pls!!!)

After paper we went to Night Safari (was my 1st time being there…heheh)… it was fun and adventurous…OH..before tht, we (me,meishan,steph,lucy,levina,aaron,aaron’s bro) went for Beef Noodle at Bugis for dinner. It was OMG!!!...scrumptious meal!!!Awesome… but then the portion was huge. Was damn full after tht… then we took cab to Night Safari. It was dark, of coz… we started with a small walk at a small pathway to look at some animals. Then we watched some animals attraction, I saw some huge black thingy (I dunno wad it’s called), then huge python, some cute-cute small rabbit-like..and surprisingly they noe abt recycling (differentiating different waste)…haha…[in addition, it was SO HOT!!]… and then—we took a tram ride to look at more animals… one word to describe everything is just-WOW!!!...

THEN it was also my FIRST time in my life to TOUCH snake!!!!...i tot its skin is like very slippery but it was dry and not so scary, im afraid of the head only..hahahha… and I took a pic of it!!!..and with an owl too…unfortunately they took away the huge cat, was too late to make up my mind to take pic..LOL…guess tht there’ll be another chance…hehehe…
In the end we split and took separate taxi home, meishan,me,lucy,levina went to eat prata, but only lucy ate..hohoho…then just befre she started her 2nd round, I took cab home, coz it was already too late..

I had fun!! *big smile*

math and computing paper

OMG...pls slap me n wake me up!!! i feel as if exam is over, ah well, it's gonna over SOON!!
hm...wad shld i say abt math paper??-->
"i think i noe everything BECOZ i dunno wad i dunno"...wad a confession...
ya tht's true, tht's wad happened, i thought i know everything when i flipped thru the formula booklet, n when it comes to binomial question...*skippable question..uhukhuhuk*...my mind went blank...well, simple expansion shld be ok (but not for today..hahaha)...
i was really nervous before the exam, dunno why but i guess everyone was exceptionally nervous tht day...
exam went on smoothly BUT...halfway doing it, i was entertained by some orchestra...(some of u shld noe wad im toking abt)...sigh...incredible!!!
and my brain went curled after doing this 3hrs paper, felt so relieved after then...

this afternoon we had computing theory...quite dramatic but..
i studied 2 out of 7 chapters yest then gave up n went to sleep...the text is sooo dense...
n tht stupid wonder woman twang meishan studied till morning...hahhaha...n somemore tht tutut aaron oso came so preparedly...made me so stressed...
i really rushed thru another 5chapters till 1 n i decided to stop...
but surprisingly the paper was not as bad as i tot...i can pass, but not sure if can get really gud mark..hahaha...pass is gud enuff...computing is just not my field...sighhhh...
#subject to be avoided next year=computing#

i realised there's a huge n gigantic misunderstanding upon choi shi won...too bad!!!

so, we're only left with chem paper now...a bit more relax compared to few days back...
work hard a bit more n gonna enjoy a super long holiday!!!!yuhuuuuu
let's go KL~~~

sem2 exam day1&2

here u go!! final exam...
first paper was phy, n again i got funny dream the nite before...
it was like this..
i received a letter from IDP which is not the same as meishan's one (meishan's letter is for real)...then i realised tht i was rejected for my industrial chem application in UNSW...
it's bcoz my phy sucks...then i flipped the letter (was quite thick)...then everything is phy sample paper...like practise question...
and the 1st page...there's a graph which looks exactly the same as my phy final exam paper no1...omg!!!...shld have flipped more...hahahaha

(doing illegal stuff!!)

shop-shop in the middle of exam week sounds a bit wrong..but..i need to destress...
especially after english {writing was ok, reading so-so, listening->ojabvkjbfajbflahjbflahblajfbl}...and computing...yesterday
OMG..saying abt computing...i was shaking throughout the paper...
first i wrongly created the relationship..n couldnt redo..so i deleted the file (till 3x)..OMG...ppl even started printing..almost cried tht time..i spent like 10 mins thinking of how to do...when i saw the paper, at once i cant recognise anything..blank!!...
then i decided to skip and finally i got the answer while doing the input data...so got back to the relationship question...thnx God...sighhhh
THEN..we went SHOPPING....yeah..meishan n steph r such a bad influence..hahahaa
hm..bought 2tops...first time shopping on my own with such amount...amazing...
i'll make sure i'll wear it..LOL

*ganbatte-gu-da-sai for math on monday!!*

OMG!!!

OMG!!!...SHI WON!!!...muaachhhhhh!!!!...^^hihihi...isnt he cute???...and here another one..

arghhhhhhhh...KI BUM!!!!!!!....he's also another cute one...hahahahhaha

anw, they're from this super-huge-korean-singers-group, Super Junior...my x-housemate was crazyyyyy abt them (it was last year)...then suddenly someone mentioned this super junior last nite...then it reminded me abt them..and i started looking for their songs and Full-House video from youtube...SUPER FUNNY!!!!...~~~~~~~

they're mine now...hahaha...start collecting cute guys...wuhuuu~~~.....(exam destress!!!)

here a video i took from u-tube...my 1st favourite song by them...awwwww...omg...look at the 2of them....*shy*...

my idiotic entry

pls get urself away from this...for savety reason...u noe why?

this is true life story...look at me...tht's the effect after i read the book..not just reading it..but try to remember it deep in my brain...

which carries side effect for my hair...it's awful...!!!

my friend tried it too...n look at her...she's a bit ^&#(*#^(!@)#* now...pathetic...but

we're still on denial stage...still try to be as normal as ppl around us...i hope this pic shows tht we're same with others...yeah rite...

until lately i found another girl who also read the book...n she gets a long well with us...we're the same type...sigh....we're in a mess, so in conclusion...

ppl,meet my model of my research..a cockroach...i wonder wad he's doing there...found him in TP library's toilet...

exam's torture

im feeling very very very very tired...im serious...
i hope i can have the days when i can just spend the whole day without letting my brain to get tired...but for now..i hope i can only concentrate for exam...!!!
many things r happening recently..some of it really bother me a lot...
especially about school and in school...sighhh...
lately i found tht steph is an IDIOT!!...the funniest thing is the way she laughs...
even when we tell a lame joke...all of us will laugh, not to the joke but to the way each of us laugh...hahaha...and we call ourselves "laughing depression gang"..=>LDG...hahaha..

though it sounds kinda lame...but laughing is a very essential part of ourlives (for me).can u imagine a person who spend the day without laughing?.i guess tht's just too pathetic...get a life..!!
join the crowd and have fun...coz there's no point of being alone and trying to be different...it's again too pathetic...

exaam is just 2weeks from now...im getting abit scared and nervous...wad if i don do well??...
but im getting tired of studying...i need to destress...SENTOSA!!!!...(hehehehe..let's go!!!)

now i noe how torturing it is not to have internet...it's more torturing than studying the last few chapters of physics for exam...sighhh...

behind the laughter

sometimes i think that i am in a mess...
i need more freedom...
*toobad*

ah well, ellen, the pathetic girl does not have internet connection at home anymore.
*laugh at me!!!*

trial exam is coming!!!

thinking...

big counfusion...my foundation study has almost come to an end, shld be considering where to go next...currently im considering 2 choices, straight to UNSW sydney or Monash in KL...i guess it's now 50:50
i want to go UNSW sydney, for some reasons, almost all of my classmates r going there, n quite a number of my old old friends are there now..n 1of my best friend is there too..australia was always be my first choice, i have no idea why..im planning to get PR n stay there..
and for another reason, i mayb going Monash in KL..my another best friend is there, huge numbers of friends are there too, somemore my cousin (same age) is going there too, kept forcing my to go to b his motivator..sighh...
well, friends are not the major reason (it plays big role though)...both uni r gud...
I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO GO!!!!!

*long essay is waiting to be completed..i wonder when tht will happen*

got crazy at east coast!!!

another east coast trip..i guess, if anyone cant find us..just go east coast..we'll be there..LOL..
wad a gud day today!!!...we had laughters in school, then we got into this mercedez cab...taxi driver was COOL..he sang for us..LOL...he told us tht he was famous, yeah...till japan, US, n blablabla...he sings well...AWESOME!!!...great taxi driver...then our bikes rental was discounted, eventhough the bikes r new...OMG...then we rode around n took a lot of stupid pics(in my slide)then we oso tried chicken wings from other stall too...NICE!!!.but..was too full...
overall...it was a great day...!!!...i love it...

*tired*

Forget&enjoy day..AWESOME!!

lately, we've found out tht east coast has been our favourited place to hang out and destress...

too many things happened at the same time and all those expected n unexpected stuffs mess my lives ...STRESSED!!!

we decided to go for lunch at Charlie and then east coast...lucy n weisi left first after a satay-chicken wing-sting ray-dinner, meishan n me continued cycling till 9, it was ended with another round of light dinner and 2of us MET BOYFRIEND!!! OMG...!! he impressed us alot with the water sport thing...was sooo gud..impressive even the fell-down part for our farewell was impressive too(too unexpected by so-good boyfriend)...we cycled for 6hours (plus sitting down which wasnt very long)...my butt hurts now...LOL...but i really had gud time, everyone shld think so too i believe...it was a gud refreshing day...

*had fun*
思念是一种病。。。

LALA

here i put up my new-hair pic (i still think it's the same as my prev hair, but just shorter) on request from donna...DONNNAAAAA!!! lol..i cant visit ur blog, so sad!!how to visit ur blog????

new-experience day

today's really a special day, I BELIEVE!!...went out for lunch at "Indo-Padang", food was nice but just expensiveee, then i went to cut my hair (the first time having hair-cut not in indonesia), after the hairdresser blow dry my hair, it was straight..hahaha, even lucy n levina tot i straightened my hair...i guarantee it will turn back to yucky-messy-omg-bulky-curly again...after tht we joined lele for body combat (she's got voucher for me, meishan, lucy)...then went for "Ratatouille"...so cuteeeeee...then went for dinner at cafe cartel..tht's new for me too, never been there before..LOL..

me VS emoticon

blur blur blur!!! i didnt have enough sleep this few days, my "not enough" may be enough for other ppl, but it's really "not enough" for me...i slept at around 2 then woke up at 6.30..*faint*!!

this has made me so sleepy in class, n i was damn blur!! i was like stunt in front of laptop while calling my friend, i didnt say a word then when she asked me wad i was doing then i just said :"looking at monitor!!"...*faintagain* blur blur blur...

im now in love with Zhang Dong Liang, n if u dunno him, i've linked his blog (down there!!)..i suddenly realise how cute he is,omgomg...1of the reason i slept late was becoz i watched his concert video in utube till aaron said dong liang will be tired as he'll b singing n running in my dreams...TOO BAD!!i didnt dream of him...sigh..i wish he's real, i mean, he's real but yeah!!!...quite blur now too...i really like a person, who has quite a good look, sort of cuties, can sing, caring, and just WOW!!...omg!!

AND yeah, THAT aaron oso kept saying i look like onion man emoticon (tried to put in the emoticon but failed!!)..really!!..which part of it looks like me..(laughing at myself!!)...i'll take it as compliment..haha..i was even suggested to create my own emoticon coz my face is expressable *faint*...(laugh aaron laugh!!-reading ur own words)..AND weisi n meishan oso agreed tht 1monkey emoticon looks like me..sigh...

finally, my foundation year is almost right to an end...leaving soon...even my very-short-first-and-very-last year in singapore...i've met different ppl and it's awesome...can't be explained with words..(maybe i shld use emoticon huh....???LOL)...

*I NEED SLEEP!!!*

Shelly

i need one like you...really...
*wait for my call*

i knew it...

latest onion-lovers

i've forgotten jinny on the prev pic, LOL...so here i made another one, so he wont feel rejected therefore he wont reject me...LOL...(inside joke!!)

onion man...

we luv mr onion...LOL...i'll do this kind of thing when im bored...hahaha...

screwed up!!!

i know tht i'm just so screwed up now...no comment...
PLEASE start school ASAP, then i can finish ASAP n leave~~~
screwed!!...i need space for myself, stop buzzing me!!! i hate it!!
i need to refresh myself, like movie/hang out/shopping/sleep/longgg holidays/gud food...
BUT im broke..IM BROKE!!!...(not only me, my long essay's screwed up too!!)

anw, i was entertaining myself by talking to meishan(my churchmate's soulmate)...haha
she's screwed too...i showed her this monkey sighing emoticon, then she there did the same thing, following how the monkey did it..LOL..
we decided to stop being screwed!! then she sent me Secret OST, which is too short i guess, then she asked me to write in to Jay Chow, but i said i'll sms him, then meishan said again, he's now at her place, then i said, CANNOT be he's going to china!!,
then meishan said again she's sending him to airport later, he's going taiwan...(o mannn i feel so cheated..!!!)...then desperately i said, i go look for wang lee hom, then she said, he's gay!!!
arghhhh...then FINE!!...i go for ZAC EFRON!!!aaaaaa..so cute!!! (luv u meishan...hahaha)

*HappyBirthday Malaysia*, u seem to be quite old, but Indonesia's older...hahaha
i miss malaysia, i miss all the days i spent there, really!!

HAIRSPRAY

pls watch HAIRSPRAY ppl!!..it's a gud movie...it's kind of musical type, like high school musical...the songs are GOOD!!(i downloaded ALL of them straight away when i reached home n distributed them to levina too..i wander if i'll b caught for illegal downloading..hahaha..)

AND ZAC EFRON IS IN IT TOO!!..well i didnt really like him when i watched High School Musical BUT..NOW..in HAIRSPRAY!!! HE'S GOOD!!! lol...(xx:"how good?")...please proceed to the next picture...

ISNT HE GOOD???huahuahua...ermmm ok la not bad...hahaha..BUT..he kissed tracey..NO!!!!..i think ALL the girls in the cinema were screaming (including me..LOL) when he kissed her..arghhh...!!!!

*in love with 1of the OST "i know where i've been" by Queen Latifah*

to aaron:"im not going to put my pic there or else it will look 'funny' again as how u comment on my prev entry,sighhh!!"

good food!!

Have u ever seen the rain?

Someone told me long ago
there’s a calm before the storm,
I know; it’s been comin’ for some time.
When it’s over, so they say,
it’ll rain a sunny day,I know;
shinin’ down like water.

Yesterday, and days before,
sun is cold and rain is hard,
I know; been that way for all my time.
’til forever, on it goes through the circle,
fast and slow,I know;
it can’t stop, I wonder.

2007

i have no idea why i'm staying in "this" house, well it's just wad my dad told me to and i believe things will turn out better if i had the choice to stay somewhere else...
i really cant stand the way "these people" treat me now, as if i was begging them to let me stay with them. if they feel as if i'm a burden to them, especially to the cost of living, they shldnt have accepted me to stay in their house in the first place. tht's bcoz they "Agreed" then i moved in OR maybe they were thinking about something else like, ok, i stay with them, and my dad will definitely put some money for my needs and so they have extra income, why not?
i didnt expect them to think tht way, maybe something better like, i have no other relatives, away from parents, so why not stay with them, they will definitely take care of me.
Yeah! i believe that was the first motive, but since the beginning (excluding the first few days when my mom still around), i was thinking, are they really willing to take care of me?
Why do they have to be so calculative towards me? As if i am stranger to them, well they may treat strangers better than me. If my stay coz their expenses to increase (higher than expected), well, go talk to my dad and settle it!! i believe it's a gud solution!!
After all, if money is still the problem, this is the biggest disappointment of myself to my OWN RELATIVES!! i really cant stand it sometimes...
To:the ppl im staying with:"if my parents really didnt pay a single cent to cover all my expenses in this house, i really don mind u all treating me like shit!!Go talk crap behind me and make ppl believe all the bad things u crap out about me!!if tht will make u happier! BUT if they did "give" money for it, shouldnt u pay more respect to me?may not necessarily respect me, cant u be nicer to me?

*singapore was and always be a wrong choice for me (flashing back of wad happened 5years back)*

2007 is a tragedy for me

my footwear(s)

those 2white shoes on the top (training & tennis) r new LOL...bought them last week (yippy!!)
the dark blue shoes was bought when i first came to spore and tht nevada slippers r very cheap one, bought before i came to singapore.
the white hush-puppies high heels (not very high) bought at the end of last year for Fellowship Nite of my Red Crescent Society...(my first high heels)...
another white tennis shoes (my 3rd tennis shoes)..it's quite old, bought it last year...wore it when i was in the last year of sec school.
another not-very-high-hush puppies-heels were bought last mid of last year here in singapore (the very 1st sandals with low heels)...n the last one, my sis gave it to me, bought in singapore (around 1&a half years ago)...it went into mud last year, and i was scolded by my sis coz they r expensiveeee!!!

*i was bored so i post abt my footwears...LOL*

O2

i couldnt breath last nite..all becoz of the flu...arghhhh...to flu:*slap*...
i really hate it, k!! i took 2hrs to fall asleep...damn torturing..i was like a mad person, walking to n fro in the mid of nite coz if i lay down, i cant breath!!!arghhh...then walked to the window, stood there for 5mins, looking at the road and the reflection of the other road on my window..wandering how it was formed...huahuahauhua....

*HOLIDAY!!!!!*

Hostel2

jeff watched hostel2...arghhhh
*slap*
im gonna get the pirated dvd...hahaha

health diagnosis

omg..this flu is taking its toll on me!!!arghhhhh...please get away from me...maybe it's its revenge since i havent had it for quite long...arghhhhh..."BE NICE, FLU!!"
and with this flu i noe tht "cough" is oso coming..!!!Aarghhhhhh i had being sick...
these few days i oso feel very tired..no mood to do long essay (sorry dr linda fang mei ling)...i havnt had enough sleep for few days...i was like tht before..but it seemed to be better than wad i feel now.arghhhhhh...i have hard time to get up in the morning..very sleepy..so i think i deserve a long holiday..noooooo
exam is coming...(somebody wrote tht on the whiteboard in EN22-6-154...ewwww)...."it" reminds me to study..more like..warning..hahahhaha....
the weather oso very nice...makes me want to sleep...n even on the bus..i missed my busstop n lost somewhere...yeah..it was buangkok station...is 5-6 busstop away from my house...sighhhhhh...shameeee....
i'm losing the mood to go to school (but i still attend classes)...it's because....
arghhh..i don want it anymore..i don even want to see it anymore..i want to get rid from "it"...arghhhhhh....it looks funny!!

seems tht my trip to KL will be cancelled...saddddddddddd....sorry to sheilla and callista...but i love u guys always....i'll try my best to find a time n visit u guys!!!

hostel2...

planned to watch...

BUT...coz im not 21 YET....so..ended up watching...

which was gud n hilarious and of coz much much more better than...

which was too imaginative but the songs are AWESOME!!!

i can see tht i have no fate to watch horror show HERE!!!....sighhhh...!!!....

*100% disappointed*

papaaaa

so sad, dad just went back...he spent few 1day here then went to genting (relaxation...LOL)..then came back here..for 1day..and today he went to batam n will b going back to indo tmr...
how i wish to spend more time with him..hikxhikx...i feel much more better when he's around...share story with him, give him ideas about the outdoor resto he's building in our hotel, argue with him, walk around with him, and YAAA...shopping...lol...he doesnt really go to shopping mall...i mean...i can say..he "doesnt" go to shopping mall...but..he goes to mini market...hahaha...
i guess he spent a lot of money for this very short trip, his golf shoes (and now he has 2 pairs of new golf shoes...i just heard from my sis tht she actually bought a pair for him but hasnt passed to him yet...ish!!), my tennis shoes...my mom and sis's perfume (i dunno y they have to use such perfume...sighhhhhh) and since he's the oldest son, wherever we go, he'll pay...LOL...
i want him to stay longer but he has lots of things to do back in indo...so no choice...i'll miss him...i wonder how i can survive without seeing him, like if im in australia. from the way we tok, i can feel tht, he doesnt want me to go far from him, and he expected me to be by his side...omg!!!

*i love papa*
muacksss

walk and walk

LOL..yest we went to charles house, we had this small celebration as he has just moved to tht new house...and me n meishan were such in a long journey to get to his house...well,
we decided to meet up in dobhy ghaut mrt then we bought some drinks..yes how the hell he wanted us to carry drinks..LOL..im just joking..just 4bottles..heavy though..hahaha

OK!we didnt noe how exactly to get to charles's house. we knew tht we first have to et to clementi mrt. we did take the mrt to boon lay direction...on the train, we got a good place to stand and had some chit chat..UNTIL we forgot where we r...then the train stopped and meishan only heard "ti" at the end of the sound info...she was sure...LOL...then the train left for the next station which is bouna vista (i have no idea how to spell!!!) then we called weisi to ask whether clementi stn after or before bouna vista...then weisi said before...so when the train stopped..we quickly got out...then still holding the phone...we went to the mrt map AND....thnx to dearest weisi...the train tht we took was supposed to be the correct train...ARGHHHH..actually i asked wrongly..shld ask in more proper way like "is clementi after of before bouna vista if we're heading to boon lay..." OMGOMG...

then we had this small journey, we didnt take a cap, we decided to "walk" to charles house from the mrt station and tried to remember the map...and again...we didnt noe there's shortcut to walk out from the mrt station to the main road..so we walked a big round..with the 4bottles of drink...grrrr...and next we took a lift up to level 11(coz no lift to level10)..then we walked down to level 10..then we couldnt find his house, so we took lift down to level 1 n tot tht there's another lift at the other side of the block, and yeah there wasnt any...then we took the lift up again to level 11...and from there..i was quite blur how to get to charles's house...i would get lost if meishan was not there...LOL....

then we just had some pizza and salad then watched casino royale...then went home around 10...and the cap tht we took was a crazy river i think...we drove like as if he's racing...sighhh....

*going to watch Hostel2 later with long-lost-childhood friend*

Zhang Dong Liang's concert

arghhhh...i finally got to watch zhang dong liang's concert...LOL...
his new songs r gud...and since im lazy to post...hahaha...then please Click here(aaron's blog) to view the pics and details about the concert...LOL

response to Meishan's tag

(thnx meishan for getting do all these things, i feel cheated...i noe, u just don want me to be so free...no SP...huahuahua)
So, each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly.
At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names.
NO TAG BACKS.

let's start with mine...

1. when i was younger, i sleep walked, there's once, i slept in my mom's room then in the mid of nite, i got up, walked to the corner of the room then peed there. (thnx for laughing!!)

2. i have dark skin, but my sis has very fair skin, when i was young, she always teased me, like :"black ppl, black girl!!!", then i took a long wooden ruler and ran after her from one end to the other end of my house till my dad stopped me and carried me. (this was told by one of the ppl in my dad's office)

3. i'm the only one who doesnt like durian in the house, when ppl eat it, i will sit at 1corner and stare at them and observe how they peel durian n how they eat it. i tried to like it, i tried eating for 4times, but still, NO!!

4. i'm scared of rambutan, i dont dare to touch, till now, it's still the same. BUT i love eating it. i will wait for ppl to open it then i'll eat, or else i wont eat. but sometime, i'll find a way to eat. i get a knife n a fork to open n eat...LOL...like how ppl eat steak...yeah....

5. few years ago, got thief came into our house, the next day, they were looking around to see whether anything was stolen, i was bored then i drew a coffin under the stairs and wrote :"one person's dead there" on a white board, then when they saw it, they tot tht it was drawn by the thief. so they were afraid tht the thief will come again.LOL...

6. when i was young, i used to sing all those very old chinese song. kind of karaoke-ing...used to be my favourite, of coz it was when i was young...now, hell no...(ok...it's becoming very embarrassing!!)

7. i like watching horror show, more like, i LOVE them...i watched a lot, till i think tht, none of them is scary for me, even the one "very-scary" for my friends...LOL...i find those shows funny, sometimes, coz i can guess wad will happen next...so experienced....lol...n most of the ppl think tht i'm wierd..dunno why, it's a gud show...love them...

8. when i was young, i always acted as if im a teacher. i pretended tht im teaching, i talked to myself, and those empty chairs, as if im teaching them, but noone was there...i found it fun..i was an idiot...

9. i used to tok to myself a lot...about everything!!...sometimes i use indonesian, sometimes english or mandarin, or even some wierd language tht i didnt even noe wad they mean, just keep saying things...

10. i cant stand looking at those pic with lot's of dots or rough surfaces, eg. wounds, rusted metal, beehive....my hair will stand...

ok, mine is done, i bet it's very wierd, isnt it?LOL....thnx for reading it...laugh some more...yaaa
and i would like to tag max, nicky, aaron, teddy, palmy, willy....hahahahaha...
looking forward to noe all ur wierd things...hahhhaha...
enjoy reading mine...!!!

falling into pieces

this is the time when i feel so miserable...
i have nothing to hold on...
i feel so empty...
feel like crying it all out...
i have no idea why...
i guess everything should be fine...

winterbells

somebody recommended this very stupid but soooo-cute game to me...
it's fun though...currently trying to get a very high score...LOL...i think im addicted to it now...hahaha....i cant jump it properly coz my mouse is small..so i found it so uncomfortable...hahahaha...but overall..it's an exciting game...cute sound and pics...

i realise...

"In life you love the one whom you can never have"

fun@east coast...

east coast...was a nice ppl to go... went there with meishan...lol....went for cycling...lol...and tok a lot...about "stuffs"... it was fun...i had lot's of fun...before tht went to meishan's mom's office...was trying to be one of the maid...hahaha...then went for early-awesome-dinner...omg...the fish and the meat ball were so GOOD...

thnx meishan for bringing me around singapore..hahaha...around east..gud food...yeah..omg!!fish...meat balls...omg!!iced chendol...omg!!east coast with cheap arcade...hahaha....then the cycling was oso fun...lol...i like the place so much...those activities...were so unexpected..LOL..shld ask the others to join...

*i don want to be too happy to day coz i'll be very sad on tomorrow* happiness is paid with sadness...or otherwise....

National Day's Eve

Tennis was fun, but it was just too hot...nahhh...shld book from 6-8 next time...
Dinner was good...PORK RIBS was awesome...LOL...i ate a bit from jef's...but my steak...hard...shld order the medium one...
went home abt 11 by taxi...
taxi driver was so friendly,he knew tht im indonesian, and we started talking abt life in australia and singapore, business in singapore, yahhh, sharing...hahhhaha...
he said:"live in singapore is so stressful,apart from the peace and save country, there's nothing special here.those indonesians in singapore, are damn rich, even when they r old, they will have the money to live for another 20years the most, but here, oldies wont have the saving for it, u have to keep working.Like me, taxi rental $91/day.There's not much i can earn."
Ellen:"......"

happ birthday singapore...

my SP...LOL

Linda was so...

it's "SP" day tmr...

arghhh

cbox is back

i decided to put back my cbox here...

Cbox

hey ppl, my cbox has been removed from here...LOL
it can be found in my friendster..i have put the link on my sidebar...

get married with IT guy

be4 getting married with IT guys, i suggest u shld really think abt it,be4 u regret it.
this is a convo example of a couple whose husband is a software engineer.
Husband (get home late from office): "Nite dear, im now logged in."
Wife: "Did u buy the things i asked u to buy?"
Husband: "Bad command or filename."
Wife: "But i've been telling u since this morning!"
Husband: "Errorneous syntax. Abort?"
Wife: "So, how about the new TV?"
Husband: "Variable not found..."
Wife: "Oh,well. then give me ur credit card, im going shopping alone."
Husband: "Sharing Violation. Accessdenied..."
Wife: "Do u love ur computer more than me,or u're just joking?"
Husband: "Too many parameters..."
Wife: "It's my biggest mistake to get married with an idiot like u!"
Husband: "Data type mismatch."
Wife: "useless guy!"
Husband: "It's by Default."
Wife: "How about ur salary?"
Husband: "File in use ... Try later."
Wife: "So, wad's my position in this family?"
Husband: "Unknown Virus."

sp,how will you treat ur girlfriend/wife?

*decided to post the new entry!!*

STOP

i want to stop blogging...
this has gone too far...
used to hate this anw...

Another july baby...

LOL...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEISHAN...LUV U!!!
hahahaha...we really had fun bullying meishan...well we first expected her to be very upset on her bdae coz NO cake, NO present...LOL...then the next day which was yest...we had...she must b so surprised..we prepared bdae cake n present for her...hahaha...and meishan, u don need to go for facial anymore,i guess we help u a LOT with tht chocolate n lemon mask...LOL...tht must be great, rite?...and yeah since the chocolate went into ur nose...i guess nose spa/nose scrubbing will b gud for u...hahaha...gud suggestions...LOL...

Happenings

it has been like a decade tht i havent posted anything new...LOL...let's see wad has happened in this period of time...
1.was assigned with this stupid seminar presentation which makes me abandoned all turorials...
2.didnt have enough sleep for more than a week...i noe tht's bad..but i have no choice...
3.i think im broke for this month...too many july babies around...lol...
4.feel very unconfortable staying home
5.singapore was hot then suddenly becomes cold...wierd...
6.ate too much spring role...got the syndrom for sorethroat...
7.went to taka food fest..OMG..foods there r nice...i shared cod fish with lucy...and i think i caught her cough n flu virus...tht's y..i feel wierd few days ago...but i'm strong enough to tackle..lol
8.finally got to meet my honey bunny "jazz" after not seeing her for half a year...LOL
9.got to know MR PAUL SUTTON...he's damn funny...i miss his lecture,tutorial,and his jokes...totally funny...im gonna fly to sydney to meet him...LOL
10.ps1-ps2 r merged...not so happy abt it...but anw.no choice
11.i finally found out tht it's very tiring to really like somebody...decided to cut it out...!!!
12.decided to take industrial chem for next year..hope no more changes to be made...
13.i realised tht im being over-sensitive nowadays...get angry easily...
14.got to play badminton...which made me even more tired....
15.MEISHAN's BIRTHDAY...(happy birthday ...luv u :)...lol...she's older now...she was bullied...saying happy bdae from inside OG entrance door and got stared by the security guy then took cute pic in front of OG...hahaha....have fun for tht...LOL
16.finally flashed back abt my 17th bdae...*hint*
17.was a joke for the day...yeah...everyone laughed at my stupidity...i have no idea why i was a joke.
18.missed 3busstops and continued to be an idiot till i reached home...
19.someone passed next to me and farted twice...ewwww....grossssss
20.realised tht i have no much time to prepare SP...LOL...
21.i hate the day i hate him...
22.watched simpsons...spiderpig..spiderpig...
23.going for bbq tmr...LOL...

my teeth were misunderstood...

well, wad should i say...i was born with nice teeth...im proud of it...

wad's the problem with it? people say tht my teeth r nice...and YEAH..THESE ARE MINE!!!LOL....but not till today tht i heard a STATEMENT...oh no maybe it's an investigation...but wait..most prob it's a personal thoughts of JONATHAN AND AARON!!!...well i include aaron coz he seemed to agree with wad jon said...

THEY SAID :"ELLEN HAS VERY NICE TEETH...MAYBE BECOZ HER MOM PUT BRACES ON HER GUMS WHEN SHE WAS BORN...."

LIKE...HOW?===>ASDFGHJKLQWERTYUIOP...

how can braces be put on gums?i might have just died when they put it on me...

(to aaron n jonathan *slap-slap*)

Life

The only things in life you regret,
Are the risks that you didn't take.

Underneath your clothes

You're a song
Written by the hands of god
Don't get me wrong cause
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find them

Because of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each other

I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing
You know it's true
Oh baby it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling

Underneath Your Clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey

Vacancy...

lol...finally i got to watch an exciting n thrilling movie..."VACANCY"...lol...
overall, it was GOOD, ending was funny...i laughed a LOT...especially with jef oso laughing all the way till the end...LOL..
yeah,it was funny (for me) especially towards the end when the 3 killer guys died, well the died funny-ly and wierdly...ok u shld have watched this movie so can understand wad im trying to say..., well the 1st killer just jumped onto the car with the body upside down, the body was half hanging out there and the other half inside the car trying to kill the girl, the legs were just swinging to left n right and when another killer came out, the girl just drove the car (towards the killer *and still with the previous guy hanging on the car*)...crashed the motel room and finally the guy was just stuck and *BUMP*...he was smashed in between the car and the wall, the face was funny, was like "oh no no no..." while hitting the car...and the funniest part is...(remember there's still a guy hanging on the car)...i didnt noe how, tht guy just died too...blood was everywhere...and left with one killer...
he saw the 2guys were dead and just went like "oh no no no no...." (hitting the car idiot-ly)...LOL...
the girl ran into the receptionist desk, took a shot gun and just fired it to him, the bullet went through the body and broke the glass behind him too (powerful man)...
i just think tht it was funny and somemore, MEISHAN(purposely put on caps..LOL)...she paid $10 to go into the cinema and watched the movie through my fingers...she was scared...LOL...funny...

best friend

im afraid to lose a friend...but eversince i decided to go overseas to continue my studies, i was quite prepared tht i WILL lose my childhood friend...not everyone of them, but some maybe...especially those in my home country..
yeah...i've lost my very first best friend...i had never had a best friend before, she was the first...today's her birthday...it reminds me of her...
In the 1st year i went overseas, we're still in contact, but didnt often sms her.2nd year, i was losing contact with her, 3rd year, almost no contact at all, and she got an accident. terrific accident. i was in shock and tht brought me to meet her again.tht time, i really realised tht there's nothing to tok between us anymore.i didnt feel like as if im her "best" friend. she was different, yeah, tht's wad i felt.from tht day onwards, till now, i have no contact with her. Even on my birthday, i didnt receive any greeting from her.flashing back 2or3 years ago, she was always b the first to greet me and wish me happy birthday...
i was expecting her to sms me, or even just a small comment on my FS, but, nothing, NONE...!i sent my birthday wishes to her just now, im looking forward for her reply.she was my best friend, we were really gud, i have never wanted to replace tht "best-friend" position to anyone else...but until 5th july 2004, tht was the day i met my very best friend, never thought tht she's having tht position in me now...days after then, i made more best friends, and tht was the time where i really knew wad best friends are...till now, 5of them r still my very best friends, though we're far apart but still i keep them close to my heart...
*feelingsadoflosingabestfriend*
*ithurts*

LOL

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

40% chance to go to hell??OMG

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60% Pride: 60% Sloth: 60% Greed: 40% Gluttony: 20% Lust: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34% You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?